High School Never Ends

9: Im Sorry I Cant Be Perfect

"Morning Princess." I hear someone, that's not my dad, say to me as I walk down the stairs.

"What the hell are you doing in my house, Carter?" I ask, still rather tired.

"I wanted to apologize to you, I already went to Cason's and apologized to him, he told me to come over here, that he didn't need a damn apology, that you did. He said he'd beat my ass if I ever hurt you again. I uh, I wanted to play something for you, I know I probably won't get to say that your my girlfriend ever again, but I'll be able to say I won you back over from being a douche bag, so please, just listen." He says.

He walks outside, grabs a guitar that in guessing he brought and sits down on the couch across from me.

"Hold on, let me make my coffee first, or I won't be fully awake to hear it-you."

I make my coffee and sit back down across from him.

"okay Carter, I'm ready." I say.

He starts strumming a nice tune on his guitar.

"Hey dad look at me

Think back and talk to me

Did I grow up according to plan?

And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?

But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it

I just wanna make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

Can't pretend that I'm alright

And you can't change me

Cause we've lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late

We can't go back

I'm sorry

I can't be perfect

I try not to think

About the pain I feel inside

Did you know that you use to be my hero?

All the days you spent with me

Now seem so far away

And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it

I just wanna make you proud

I'm never gonna be good enough for you

I can't stand another fight

And nothing's alright

Cause we've lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late and we can't go back

I'm sorry

I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said

And nothing's gonna make this right again (right again)

Please don't turn your back

I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you

But you don't understand (you don't understand)

Cause we've lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late

And we can't go back

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Cause we've lost it all

Nothing lasts forever

I'm sorry I can't be perfect

Now it's just too late

And we can't go back

I'm

Sorry

I

Can't

Be

... Perfect."

He strums the last cord and I grab a tissue to stop my tears from being noticeable.

"So uh, did you like it?" He asks.

"Carter, that was the sweetest thing anyone has EVER done for me, my dad use to sing me that song when I was little, thank you so much for doing that. I-i don't know what to say..."

"Don't say anything baby girl." He says and then pulls me over to him and connects our lips.

"Carter..." I say into the kiss.

"Yes baby?"

"I uh, nevermind." I say and kiss him harder, climbing on-top of him and straddling his waist.

"Oh God babe." Carter moans softly.

I pull away from the kiss and he smiles at me.

"Do you know what you just did to me?" Carter asks me.

I shake my head innocently and he. Points down to his crotch, showing a, very there, hard on.

"Oh." Is all I can manage to say, and blush.

"Awe, no. It's okay baby. It isn't the first time you've given me one." He says and makes me blush even harder.

I snuggle me head into the crook of his neck and just sit with him for a while.

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Sorry about the bad updates guys:/ I'm getting there, don't judge the story by the writer, lol. Keep reading it gets better I promise

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