High School Never Ends

11: Hectic Day O' Hectic Day

The next afternoon was probably one of the most hectic moments I've ever experienced in my life, which by the way, has only been 15 years.

I, of course, woke up at about 12:45 P.M. on that wonderful Saturday morning, went to the bathroom and put my hair into a high pony, applied my make up, put on a pair of Victoria's Secret "boyfriend" sweatpants and my NYE hoodie and brushed my teeth.

I walked down the stairs, because you know, I haven't exercised in quite a while so I probably needed the little bit of cardio, instead of using the elevator, and pulled out the pizza box from the fridge.

I warmed up 2 pieces of pepperoni pizza and sat on the couch.

*ding dong* *ding dong*

I set my pizza down on the coffee table and went to go open the door.

"Hello?" I asked, opening the door to a pissed Carter.

"Why the hell have you been spending all your time with little fuckboy jr?" Carter asks me, pissy, and barging into my house.

"His name is Cason, not fuckboy jr, and you have no damn right to be barging into my house and yelling at me because I'm spending time with one of my own damn friends Carter!" I scream back.

"Ell, you know just as well as I do that you're talking shit, you and him are more than friends, I know it, you know it, he knows it! Stop lying to me!"

"I don't, I don't know what your talking about?!" I say to him.

"Yes Ella, I think you do. You know I know, you know I want you, and that I need you, but you also know that I'll mess up, because I do, I'm probably the most messed up out of all of us, and your using that to YOUR advantage, you say you'll go out with me and I try, I try really hard to calm myself and you know I get jealous but you go ahead and sit there and mess with Cason, and me too, knowing that you can blame me, and use it the way you need. I. Love. You. But you don't seem to understand that I'm gonna mess up, wait, yeah you do, you do! You know I will and you obviously seem to think that Cason won't screw up, but he will! He will, just like me Ella, I'm tired of having my feeling tore up by you, because you act like your some innocent little girl who has no clue what the outside world is like but you do, you do..." Carter says and starts crying.

"No, no no no, Carter, oh my God, please don't do this to me, don't cry Carter, no, you know I love you, I-I-I do. I just, I'm so confused, I mean, I don't know..." I say, then I tilt his head up, wipe off his visible tears with the pad of my thumb and kiss his soft, sweet lips.

"Oh, bad timing I guess..." Cason says, walking in through the open front door, "here Ella, there were for you." He says and frowns, throwing the Daisy bouquet on the floor.

"Oh my gosh." I whisper and lay my head on Carter's chest and just cry. I cry and I cry and I cry.

It seems lately that all I've been doing, crying, or making people cry, and I. HATE. IT.

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Sorry if that sucked, it's 1:20 A.M. but I really needed and wanted to get that part done because the idea of this chapter was amazing.

Partial Credit To: xkaty_sweetheartx for helping me out tonight with this idea, love Ya bunches💋

... Until next time, bye for now my lovelies🌠