Tell Me To Stay...

The Stolen Letter

Hello, yeah... it's still me, Azariah Rose, and I'm not quite done yet.

My outside time was provoked for weeks. They blamed me for what Adam did to himself. I took everything they had to tell me and I blocked it out. For the longest time I did that to everything. I blocked out life even after they allowed me to start going to those meetings again. Nothing seemed important to me after that day. My best friend unplugged his own clock. He stopped his own time and then after everything, I couldn't help but feel like I was a part of that blame.

I didn't sleep for a long time and then after the funeral when I met his creator everything just seemed to be put into perspective. Adam's creator and I talked for a while after the ceremony. Talking to that man in some ways made me feel like Adam wasn't gone completely. Adams creator made it clear to me I was not to blame for adams suicide. He gave me a letter one of the Heads in suits had taken from Adam after he got caught for fighting a student to get it back. 

It was a letter to me.

I'm not going to read you the letter. you don't deserve to hear the pain he felt in his last days. I mean even though you caused his pain, was that not good enough? In the letter He wrote me he was asking me to tell him to stay. He wrote that even though emotional feelings were not allowed for us chemically failed beings, he loved me and he wanted to escape with me and explore past the giant electric gate. He wrote about all the dreams he had and then he wrote about how they were only getting harder to see the longer he was trapped inside the factory.

You attacked him when he was in the restroom and when he went back to his cell to get dressed he realized this letter was missing. When he went to confront you about it he found you passing it around making fun of him for what you had read. It came to my attention later that there was a drawing that came with it but yall ripped it up and started beating on him again. When the fight was broken up he was the one who got into trouble for "instigating the fight" . After he was beaten numerous times, then had the letter confiscated, he was locked in his cell. Moments later they called for a second meeting and when the staff went to unlock him it was done.

I don't know why he went that route, everything in me wishes he didn't. Everyday I live I wish everything would have gone differently. Adam was the only thing i had and that i loved. He was mine, all mine and i should've protected him better. Adam was my very best friend and he might have hung himself, but the reality of it all is that yall killed him. We all killed Adam Malyck Stone.

We all took part in killing my twin brother. Yall took my last chance to ask him to stay away from me. And I can't live with that anger anymore so this is my goodbye.

I'm sorry I can't find it in me to feel sorry for this, but this is my end.

I am unplugging my clock. I am turning off my time. Every dream I've ever had, thank you for destroying them when you killed my reason for living.

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