Justice, truth, and us

The stranger who smiles horrifically

Since that night I can't even sleep, not because the effect of that coffee anymore , but for a reason the fast beating of my heart that keeps me awake, and for a reason I don't even know why I can't control and calm myself down, all fears, worries, doubts, and curiosities are blended in my mind vaguely. There are only Cold and silence which mix it all become worse apparently, I envy with Tamara who's enjoying her sleep so well

I try to steady myself, I need to think clearly, I can't accuse someone without a certain reason, but when I close my eyes to begin sleeping, all that appear in my head are who is he?, is he still alive?, what that guy has done to him?, what is wrong?, why did that guy get him into the car?, and any questions keep my curiosity burned out, it eventually makes me get out of the bed and step towards the window to convince whether he's still laying inside that car or not.

I step on so quietly against the night wind, trying not to make Tamara awake and grabbing my camera while releasing a gasp, then I slide off the curtain, the little breeze blows my hair and runs over my face suddenly as I try walking against it towards the balcony, I point my eyes right at that black bmw while pulling out my camera which I'm going to use as my binoculars to watch it from afar, but when I'm zooming my camera lenses, And what I  see he's still inside that car without any movements just like , even worse there's a little liquid left around his mouth just like a  little vomit, but I'm sure it's not a vomit,

oh God, is he just poisoned?

I'm getting more freeze, I try to calm myself down so hard, but my heart beat is getting faster uncontrollably, but for a reason my finger take a picture of it spontaneously and unconsciously.

I get a few pictures from what I just took, it's truly creepy if It's right that I took the picture of a dead person, but I try to tell myself more and more that it's not true, but when I take a glance of it for one more time with my camera, I flinch out and shock

Ohh crack...

He stares at me, he's truly staring at me, but he's not the guy in the car,  the worse, he's the guy who carried that coated man into the car, I can see his scary facade through my camera, it really freaks me out, my eyes are wide opened, and I'm sure my face looks so awkward, but I force myself to stay calm and think clearly

I think He must be suspicious about me, I think I was caught up, but I'm wrong, he doesn't look that suspicious, and even more he shoots me back with a smirk and just passes by, my heart feels like the lightning strikes my chest, and honestly I don't even get it at all,

That is the most creepy moment ever in my life

Without thinking twice, I make my steps back onto the bed rapidly, but I forget I'm wearing the shock, the floor will be more slippery if I wear my shocks, and pityfully I'm not careful of watching out because of my silly panic

"Ahhhh" I groan while stumbling and proning down, my body hits the floor so hard, I can hear the crash so clearly

Then the bright is filling the room suddenly, and I'm stroked out by the lights

"What the hack are you doing there??" She shocks and jumps out from the bed

And this is truly embarrassing...

"Why are you crawling on the floor in The middle of night?" She approaches me and helps me to get me up with a chuckle then adding "you're okay?"

"Fi fine, I'm totally fine" I reply her with a tense on my throat and smirk awkwardly in an embarrassment and hurt

"Oh no, your left feet melisa" she notices me while leaning me onto the bed

I take a look at my left feet, nothing's wrong on the top, but when I look down at the wrist of my feet, the color of my skin has genuinely changed become dark blue, I know it should be very hurt, I want to tear it up, but for a reason I don't

Maybe it is the side effect of panic

"Mel" she begins being so seriously, "is everything okay?" She continues

She must be confused about the silly things that Just happened, I gape for a while, thinking for what should I replay, I so much want to tell her about it, but I don't know why I can't, it's like my mouth is guarded by my hesitation

"Oh gosh, I forgot closing the windows" I distract her as possible as I can while shooting a smile timidly

I'm pretty sure she feels so much weird to my silly actions,

she steps away from the bed towards the windows and does a checking for a while then close them tightly, as if she lets those winds stuck outside there

"We're leaving tomorrow, so you need to get enough time to rest" she rubs my shoulder gently and tries to calm myself down

" that was just a past, you don't have to keep thinking about whatever that makes you unrelieved" she elaborates as she prepares her pillow

"It's okay, just have a nice dream" she copies my while throwing me a wink