Ash's POV
Jinxx drove us to the hospital and I was trying to wrap my head around things. Hurry its Andy! Ash, he's hurt. What did he do now? Jinxx didn't bother to explain and I was too scared to ask. If Jinxx was scared then there was a problem. I was crying steadily as we drove. I walked into the hospital to see everyone there. All of Falling In Reverse and the rest of BVB. Even Nami and Bella was there. They looked panicked. This must have been weird for them. I stopped Jinxx before he could run away to comfort Nami or whatever he was trying to do. "What the fuck happened?" Jinxx looked away from me and took a step back. "Look Ash, no one blames you. Anyways, we found Andy in his bunk. He overdosed. We think it might've been suicide... because he loved you. And you didn't love him back. He was afraid of what the rest of the band would think. And we're pretty sure he was trying to commit because," Jinxx took a deep breathe. "He left a note." And then I was falling.
Andy's Note:
I really didn't want to go out like this. I know you all think I'm weak. But that's okay. I am weak. I can see the band falling apart. Jinxx must be tired of all of this. He's the only sane one left. I can't keep going on like this. I love Ashley. He doesn't even like me. And I'm tired of hiding it from all of you. You can take that as my coming out story. I told Juliet that I loved Ashes and she said she was pregnant. Doesn't want me anywhere near my baby. She won't even give the baby my last name. The baby won't even know I'm their dad. I don't want this to be too long, I just wanted you to know. I just can't deal with any of this anymore. Maybe you can find a new singer who won't ruin the band. Juliet probably won't let any of you too close but keep an eye on my baby. I heard she's having a girl. I'm sorry.
Andy
A/N: Happy New Year!
