I wake up feeling my rooms cold air fill my lungs as i take a breathe the sun isn't even up yet so the room is dim with a faint green glow coming off my clock. I run to my side facing the clock as a small click comes from it as I turn off the alarm, 'I don't wanna recreate yesterday day do I ' I think pushing air out my nose in a small laugh.
The lights run on in a blinding yellow, I make a small grunt in protest but I know that it's better to get ready now, I grab stuff for a shower and head to the bathroom looking in the dark Hall before I run down it in in my boxes and a tank top. When I make it to the bathroom I stare at myself taking it all in. My hips are to wide and make me self conscious, you can see my ribs, my teeth are weirdly sharp- i- I need to stop, I need to get ready for school now. I take a cold ass shower cause it seems my dad didn't pay the hot water bill again when I get dressed I don't look in the mirror cause I already know I hate myself I don't need to linger on it, no amount of hot pink hair dye can change that I'm still the same Souda as last year.
I pull my socks up my still damp body I hate how socks feel when you do that- now their all weirdly stretched and twisted on me. I pull up my weird mechanic jumpsuit- I think there's a word for it but I can't think of it- and get my shoes on. My hairs getting a little faded and my roots are growing back in so I'll have to get some hair dye after school, but! For now I got my beanie.
I walk down the dark staircase trailing my finger on the walk and make my way into the shop.i flick on all the lights and make sure the 'open' sign is on. 'Shit I forgot deodorant' I sit down in the dark blue and white lawn chair we have down there to chill in. 'Any minute there should be a call or walk in- ' the phone started ringing 'knew it' I pushed myself up out of the seat and grabbed the old phone up, can't believe this thing still works it's from the 80's.
"Hello this is Kazu's garage, how may I be of service? " I speak through the phone.
"HELLO MORTAL MY MOBILE MACHINE HAS BEEN WRECKED AND I AM IN DIRE NEED OF YOUR SERVICES" a loud voice came through the phone the man seemed a bit older, it was deep but with how he's speaking he seems like a high school boy whos obsessed with DND or some shit.
"Ok, where's your 'Mobile machine ' at? I'll send a tower' your way"
"I GUNDAM TANANA, IS CURRENTLY AT THE CORNER OF 4TH AND SESAME STREET, THANK YOU FOR YOUR HELP MORTAL MAY THE TOW TRUCK DRIVES ODDS BE IN BEST FAVOR. I SHALL SEE YOU AT YOUR HUMBLE ABODE HEALER OF CARS! "
"Yep, see ya here " The phone clicked as the call ended, this guys gonna be fun to deal with. I pull out my tool box, battery charger, lug wrench ect. And sat back own to wait.
After about 10 min I see the truck drive up, hearing the damp gravel cruch as the truck comes to a stop. I'm curious to see how this guy looks his voice was very- w o a h- he really is emo ain't he?
He hoped out of the truck in full emo attire, the platform shoes, the scarf and makeup. His voice made him sound older but he seems about my age. Maybe he wasn't the one who called? His hair is black and grey and he has a drawn on scar across his face one grey eye and one pink one. I stand up and go to help they get the car down, it's a black 1999 honda odyssey, the paints falling off of it but it's not in too bad of shape. Jesus this guy he really makes me feel small, he's overwhelming to stand next to.
"Will my mechanical stead bring terror to the streets once again? " His voice boom snaps me back to reality.
"Yeah she will, you just crushed the font part. She needs new lights and I gotta pop the dense back out. I don't think you got any important things broken. " I open the hood up a bit more, "start 'er up will ya? I just want to make sure"
He nods and car starts up fine but antifreeze and gas start to leak out the bottom
"Sh- oot man, turn 'er off this is gonna be harder than expected some pipes got killed"
"Oh is she heal-able? What would a demon like myself do without his mobile stead companion? " He looks a little to sad about this.
"Don't worry I can fix 'er, you'll have to leave her here all day though cause I just got accepted to a really good school.
" What school accepted you mortal? "
"Hopes peak, I'm in class 69 (I HAD TO DJDNDNDN) I can't believe I got in the school" I rubbed the back of my neck while talking, this guy is making me feel nervous for some reason he seems pretty cool even if he talks cool but something about him makes me feel weird.
"HAHAHA! FOOLISH MORTAL YOU CANNOT BE IN THAT CLASS, FOR I AM GOING TO THAT ROOM OF KNOWLEDGE " Gundam- I think that's his name - pointed at me like he was changing me to a duel.
"Guess we're in the same class then, if you want I can drive you there and back while I work on your car" WHY AM I OFFERING- WHY AM I OFFERING-
"That would be very kind of you mortal I shall accept" SHITTTT NOW I GOTTA SPEND MORE TIME WITH HIM- AND I HATE DRIVING WHAT IF I GET SICK?? THEN HELL HAVE TO DRIVE AND IF HE CRASHES MY CAR I'LL KILL HIM-
After getting a couple things done on his car I needed to wash my hands and get my good shoes on, emo guy was sitting on the chair in the corner-
"Is that a fucking hamster? " I cover my mouth- I WASN'T SUPPOSED TO SAY THAT- NO CURSING ON THE JOB I want to throw myself into the sun.
"Yes but no ordinary hamster- this is- JUM-P DESTROYER OF WORLDS!!! " He seemed real exited talking about his hamster.
"Oh cute" I walked inside washed my face and hands and got my good shoes we had 15 min to get to school and I need a coffee.
*time skip cause I'm lazy *
We both got to school and he seemed a lot more shy he was kinda hiding behind me and following me to class. I feel kinda bad. He puts his hands on my shoulders and leans down to hide himself behind me, I can feel his hands shake.
"Are you ok man? "
"Huh? What? O-oh yes- sorry" This is the first time I've heard him cower but I've only known him for a couple hours. We make it to the class and he runs to a cute blonde girl and hugs her. How'd a guy like him get a cute chick like her? Eh non of my business.
Who I'm guessing is the teacher is a petite young woman with spilt hair, pink on one side and white on the other, she's trying to quite the class with no luck. Oh- emo boy and some hot girl coming over here-
"MORTAL- MEET THE DARK PRINCESS- DARK PRINCESS THIS IS THE MAN WHO IS HEALING MY MIGHTY STEAD" his voice once again booms, it makes me feel like I'll fall to my knees.
"Oh hey! " This girl looks like every other girl, she's blonde and has blue eyes. Shes honestly really pretty. My hand extends to shake hers. "The names souda- what's yours? "
"Sonia, it's wonderful to meet you" She gives me a firm hand shake.
"Miss Sonia, this is souda the healer or mechanical steads he is..... " When Gundam begins to speak again I stare off looking at him, making it seem like I'm paying attention. Without thinking I begin taking in all his features, his eyes, his really nice pecs, and really nice thighs- holy shit this man could crush a watermelon- AND MY HEAD. Heat begins to rise from my feet to my fave and I look away staring at the ground, I shouldn't be checking out guys like that, that's what I should do to girls. (When souda thinks like this it's based off of how I was before I came out as gay. I would check out guys and stop myself trying to turn myself straight-)
"Souda- SOUDA" Gundams voice snaps me out of my staring contest with the grass.
"Yea? "
"Are you alright? You look a bit warm" Sonia brings the back of the hand to my cheek softly.
"Oh no no! I'm really fine- I was just staring off y'know! Haha-" I'M JUST MAKING THIS WORSE- DJDBNDDBDBBDB-
"OK, WELL MORTALS IT SEEMS THAT OUR CLASSES WILL BEGIN AS THE HAND REACHES 7- " The bell rang over him- I'm surprised his voice didn't yell over it. I swung my bag over my arm and darted to class
(A/N: when I write stories they kinda go all over the place and I like to either focus to much on the scenery or to little)
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I AM ABSOLUTELY POSITIVITY NOT GAY (Soudam)
Romancesouda works on gundams car and starts to get to know him, as he slowly starts to realize that he likes guys he forces himself to like girls only to look like a sexist ass. the cover art is by yours truly 💕💕 it's really bad tho so I'mma get starte...
