Love at the 2nd sight ! (Ziam)

Chapter 2

*ZAYNS POV*

I woke up screaming and all covered in sweat. I thought i was over the things that by now because i haven't had that dream in a little time and now it is back. I felt tears run down my cheeck and my fists clenching, i let out a scream. Why? Why is it still hunting me? I don't want those memories in my life i wish i could turn back time but i can't, i can't undo my mistakes, i can't change it and i just can't accept it. I want this pain so badly to finally leave but he just won't.  I guess i deserve it but i don't know how long i will be able to stand it. Tears were still streaming down my face, i hugged my pillow and let it out. It felt like i cried for hours. 

Suddenly i felt sick, i jumped up and got into the bathroom and puked all out.

When i felt better i washed my mouth and slowly stumbled back to my bed. The clock said 6:57 am.

I can't go to school today. I know i just met Jamie and the others but i don't want to face them today not after this dream. I might be weak but i just can't stand it and i needed some rest.

I rolled over and tried to get back to sleep but the pictures of that night just wouldn't stop to show up in my mind.  I took the blanket over my head and let out another scream of frustration. 

The tears came back and I cried myself to sleep.

*JAMIES POV*

I was really looking forward to school today because i would meet Zayn again. Since he bumped into me he hadn't left my mind, his beautiful brown eyes, his perfect smile and his angelic voice. I could already tell that i was falling for him , yea i only know him for a day but he is just amazing and i want to spend more time with him plus yesterday he was staring at me so there might be a chance to get closer to him. 

After i took a shower, brushed my teeth, straightened my hair and put on some make up i went to my closet and decided to wear my america leggings, a white tanktop, a blue scarf, my jeans jacket and grey converse.

When i got down my family was having breakfast.

'morning love' my mum greeted me and kissed me on the cheek. 'morning mum, dad, harry' i gave them a smile and sat down. 'what do you want to eat darling' my mum asked. 'nothing i'm too excited to eat' i blurted out. 'what, why?' my dad looked at me surprised. 'oh i guess i can tell you, there's this new guy at our school and he ran into her yesterday since then she hadn't shut up about him' harry smirked. 'HARRY' i looked at him in shock. 'what new guy?' mum gave me a questioning look. I didn't say anything so harry told them ' his name is zayn and he is new in london, i don't know much about him but i guess he's a nice lad'. 'promise me to keep an eye on your sister i don't want her to do anything stupid' dad winked. Harry just laughed and i let out an annoyed groan 'really dad? i don't need a bodyguard i'm old enough and Zayn is just a nice guy i think we are friends, nothing you have to worry about' 'of course Jamie' dad winked. I was really annoyed now and got up ' you coming harry? i don't want to be late'  He laughed again and followed me as i got into his car, during the drive i had my headphones in and listened to music so i wouldn't have to answer some stupid questions.

 School was horrible because Zayn wasn't there. I was so pissed and Harry and the others just kept annoying me with stupid comments about him. I was glad when school was over. I thought about Zayn all the time and didn't pay attention once. I asked myself if i should go and see him maybe something is wrong but we don't know each other for long and it's not my business but i was worried. I asked my best friend Raphaela what she thinks about it and told me to go to office get his address and just go and see him because if i don't i would think about it all day. 

When school was over i went to the office and got his adress, i went out and asked harry if he could drop me there. 

I was so nervous  but i needed to see him. So i rang the bell.

*ZAYNS POV*

I woke up to the sound of the doorbell. Who would come over? I got myself out of bed and forced me to get down the stairs, i felt so weak.  

When i opened the door  i was surprised, Jamie. What was she doing here? I realized that there was an awkward silence between us and i decided to inviter her in 'hey , come in' she looked surprised, it seemed like i just pulled her out of her thoughts. 'Hey Zayn, I was worried about you so i just decided to look whats wrong i got your adress from the office, i really hope you don't mind but if you don't want me around just tell me and i will leave' i laughed because she spoke so fast, i could tell she was ner vous.  'No i don't mind, why would i mind having someone as nice and beautiful as you around me when i'm not feeling good. i answered giving her a smile but somehow i was confused, i have never been good at talking to girl, how did this just came out of my mouth? She smiled back and blushed, i pulled her in gently and she followed me to the living room. 'Nice flat' she looked around amazed. 'Thanks' i laughed 'just feel home' She sat down on the couch and i sat next to her.

'So whats wrong Zayn, where have you been?' she had a worried look on her face. 'I was feeling ill last night so i decided to stay home and get better, nice that you care love' i wasn't really lying to her and i don't want to tell her the truth but somehow it felt wrong. 

We talked about random things until she had to leave and we exchanged numbers. It was a nice day, she's a wonderful girl and some feelings were growing fast. 

Harry honked outside and we went to the door, she gave me a hug 'See you tomorrow Zaynie?' she asked sweetly. 'promised' I smiled and she left.

I went to bed because i was still feeling sick and didn't want to break my promise, before i fell asleep my phone buzzed, i got a text from jamie.

'Thanks for the nice day Zayn, i hope we can do that again some time. See you tomorrow <3'

My heart fluttered a little, she was too cute.

'Yes it was, of course we can, sleep tight love. Zayn<3' i responded and went to sleep.

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Sorry for the crappy ending but my mum told me to shut the lights off and sleep and she got a little angry by now so i had to come to an end :D

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