Soo this chapter is dedicated to my friend jenny♥ late birthday present?:D
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*LOUIS POV*
Zayn walked out of the door while Jenny screamed at him, but he just pretends not to hear. What does he think? Does he know what mess he caused? I hope he can figure this out and i hope Harry won't kill him. 'Louis?' Jenny asked. I totally forgot that i was still holding her in my arms. I let go of her and cleared my throat. 'How do you know what happened?' i asked slowly realizing that that was just impossible. 'Uhm.. Jamie told me and Raphaela told her' she gave me an asking look. Crap, i was so shocked that i forgot that my sister was with me when we arrived. Of course she would tell her best firend what she just saw. 'Do you think they will break up?' i gave her a questioning look. 'I don't know, she loves him, so if he won't break up with her she will probably forgive him' she shrugged.
*ZAYNS POV*
I arrived at her house and stood in front of the door afraid of what was waiting for me in there. I rang the bell and Harry opened the door 'Hey mate, Jamie is upstairs' he smiled. 'Thanks' i gave him a fake smile and walked to her room. I knocked. Nothing happened. I decided to just open the door, when i did i saw her lying on her bad, curled up and crying. Seeing this broke my heart, how could i do that to her? 'Jamie?' i whispered. She whimpered at the sound of my voice. Just the sight of her made me cry. I didn't know if i should try to comfort her or just wait until she does anything but if i could die in this second i would do it. 'Why?' i heard her shaking voice. If i only had an answer. 'I'm so sorry, this meant nothing, it ..' i didn't know what to say and i knew i was lying but i couldn't stand seeing her like this any longer. 'Don't lie to me Zayn' she whispered. 'Huh?' 'You love him, we both know it's true. This wasn't your first kiss right? I saw how you looked at him inthe last few weeks, you always tried to avoid him, but when you laid your eyes on him i could see the love, the pain. I just don't know why you didn't tell me. I love you Zayn and i would have understand because i want you to be happy. ' she said looking me in the eyes. 'What does that mean?' i couldn't stop my tears from falling. 'That means that i've never been the right one for you. I can't be with you anymore.. I love you so much and i wish we could spend our lifes together but it's impossible! You will be fine. He's the one you need in your life, he will give you the love you need, he will make you happy because i can't. Take care, I'll miss you but please Zayn, just leave now.' 'I am so sorry, you will find someone better than me, you deserve the best, i am just so sorry' it was hard to believe that she was saying that. How can someone be so selfless. 'Leave, please' she started crying again.
I left her room, i needed to get away from here. I ran down the stairs, when i reached the frontdoor i bumped into Jenny and a boy. 'Ouch, Ey!' Jenny screamed in pain as she landed on the floor. 'I..I'm sorry' i looked down, i didn't want her to see me cry. 'You better be' the boy next to her said through his teeth and helped her up. I almost screamed when i looked at him 'Justin?!' 'Zayn?' his eyes widened in disbelief.
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writersblock is killing me-.- sorry it's sooo short again:(((((
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Love at the 2nd sight ! (Ziam)
Фанфик..' I've never been the right one for you. I can't be with you anymore.. I love you so much and I wish we could spend our lifes together but it's impossible! You will be fine. Take care, I'll miss you..'