Sincerely, Kendra Mitchell

These boys aint loyal

September 18th

Dear Diary,

I just got a call from Lydia. She said that Victoria was actually...

Damn. I can't even write it down. My hands are shaking so badly.

The worst part is, I listened to that song again and it's now haunting me.

And now I finally understand what was going on. it was totally obvious.

I decided to confront him at his house. Me, Lydia, and Victoria. It was a once in a lifetime thing.

"Okay," Victoria said. "I'll help you. I'll go in and stage it up. When you hear a whistle, wait about 30 seconds before coming in." I nodded eagerly, Lydia reluctant.

Why were we teaming up with my enemy from the ends of the earth?

Desperate times call for desperate measures.

Victoria walked into Josh's house. Me and Lydia rushed to the open window to spy.

"Josh, what were you doing with that girl the other day?" Victoria said."What's she to you?"

"Nothing. She's..."He trailed off looking away.

"Cheating, I can handle, but I can never ever stand liars." She choked out. Victoria? Close to tears? What the heck?

"I'm telling the truth. There--there's n-noth..."

"You can't even talk straight." She jabbed

"I-I-I-"

"If you truly love me, look at me t

He way you looked at Kendra that other day, kiss me like you did her." She pleaded.

Me and Lydia exchanged wide eyed looks. Damn. Victoria wasn't acting. This was the real her.

Then she whistled.

We waited.

I then casually walked in through the front door.

"Josh! You cannot BELIEVE whose car I saw--" I broke off at the sight before me and uttered a hoarse cry. I already heard it before that it was like this between them but seeing it was like reopening the wound again this time wider and even more painful.

Oh boy did my heart ache as i watched Josh and Victoria kiss. He really did kiss her back.

Feigning hurt wasn't difficult because i truly was.

"Josh!"I shrieked "Why are you kissing her?"

He unlocked lips with Victoria, with difficulty. He turned and saw me then muttered an curse under his breath.

"Cant a girl kiss her boyfriend in peace?" She said flipping her hair once more the prissy ms. popular.

"Boyfriend?"I asked

"Duh. We've been, like, going steady for a quite a few years now."

I turned to Josh, wanting to hear from him. "Is this true?"I questioned him.

He nodded.

"You sick son of a bitch!" Lydia cursed walking in, "Who do you think you are, coming and seducing my bff when you clearly have a girlfriend! And here i was all happy that my best friend finally had a boyfriend!" She yelled at him.

He winced at her degrading tone.

"Josh...How could you do this to me? Everything you told me were lies weren't they?

Telling me lies was easier for you than to tell me the truth? Well me not trusting you is easier than getting hurt by you. But it's too late now. I was a fool for ever loving you and believing that you loved me." I spat venomously trying to make him feel the hurt he inflicted upon me.

He flinched. "Kendra...I never lied to you when i said that i loved you."

"Don't!" I yelled. "Don't even say anything. I've had enough of your lies."

Lydia and Victoria walked out and i followed them turning around to say one last warning.

"Don't even try to contact me, or talk to me in school, or touch me ever again."

I slammed the door, ran to my porch steps and sank down on the steps letting out all the tears come rushing out. All the frustration, betrayal, and hurt that I'd felt over the last few weeks. I cried over my dad, Victoria's bulling, and josh's lies.

A few hours later, that's how my mom found me, on the porch, still sobbing.

Wordlessly, she carried me inside and tucked me into bed, kissing my forehead.

You know maybe me and my mom are the same. We've both fell in love with the wrong guy.

---Kendra Mitchell