12/30/14
To tell you the truth, I'm incredibly lonely. I haven't got anyone ti talk to. I doubt that shocks you after reading this, but still. Vocalizing a confession so openly is difficult.
Being completely honest I must admit that it's been a very long time since I've been happy for longer than a week.
I remember 7th grade, wanting to die. Crying my insides out, recalling something I heard that if I keep crying and don't drink anything, I can die of dehydration. I remember a few months ago, drowned in a hopless sea of darkness, so dark, so dark indeed, that the darkness becane all I was familiar to. Light began to startle me amidst the creeping darkness. Darkness was everywhere; outside, inside, upside, down! But of course, gotta keep smilin'! Silly me, WHY so dramatic?! Pull it together, so many more people are suff
ering much worse conditions than me; I haven't any right to be so ungrateful! SELFISH! get over myself and start appreciating, really appreciating what's around me.
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Leaving 2014
Non-FictionPrivate confessions about my thoughts of this year, and mental notes to remember as life goes on.
