12/30/14
To tell you the truth, I'm incredibly lonely. I haven't got anyone ti talk to. I doubt that shocks you after reading this, but still. Vocalizing a confession so openly is difficult.
Being completely honest I must admit that it's been a very long time since I've been happy for longer than a week.
I remember 7th grade, wanting to die. Crying my insides out, recalling something I heard that if I keep crying and don't drink anything, I can die of dehydration. I remember a few months ago, drowned in a hopless sea of darkness, so dark, so dark indeed, that the darkness becane all I was familiar to. Light began to startle me amidst the creeping darkness. Darkness was everywhere; outside, inside, upside, down! But of course, gotta keep smilin'! Silly me, WHY so dramatic?! Pull it together, so many more people are suff
ering much worse conditions than me; I haven't any right to be so ungrateful! SELFISH! get over myself and start appreciating, really appreciating what's around me.
YOU ARE READING
Leaving 2014
NonfiksiPrivate confessions about my thoughts of this year, and mental notes to remember as life goes on.
