All I've ever wanted was to be wanted,
Not neglected and ignored anymore.
I thought I had finally found the one-
The one that saw right through me
The one that was gonna make everything okay;
But he hurt me worse than them all.
It's time to put on a brave face.
To rise to the challenge of this
My greatest acting role:
To love, when I'm unlovable;
To smile, when all I wanna do is cry;
To somehow have the strength
That he doesn't know is inside.
And now I wait, to see this battle to the end,
And hope and pray that one day,
Everything will be okay again.
It can go back to how it was before:
The love and laughter,
Not the anger and conditions,
The smiles not tears,
The love and not fear.
He used to say he was afraid of losing me,
Now, I think he's more afraid of keeping me.
But who was I to think anyone would ever
Truly want me?
