KAVANEI'S POV (IT'S BEEN LIKE 3 DAYS OF HER STAYING WITH AYATO)
I sit up in bed and stare at the floor. I hear the rain beating on the roof "Kavanei... Its the middle of the night, go to sleep" Ayato says sleepily. I stay silent. "What's wrong?" He asks sitting up and putting a hand on my back. My tears drip onto my thighs and I move my hands to my face. Ayato gets it immediately and pulls me into him. He hugs me tightly, "They wouldn't want you to be sad over this." Ayato mumbles.
Yesterday, Lila, Draco and Venice (two adults ghouls at the mannor and one kid) went out to find me because Touka asked where I was and I obviously wasn't there. We heard screams and when we got out they were dead. Even Draco.
" I... I just... This is my fault" I cry into Ayato. He hugs me tighter "It's no-ones fault..." He says. We sit and hug, in the dark for a good while as the rain beats down on the roof. I stand up and walk to the sink. I splash my face with water but it fails to stop my tears "Try to sleep..." Ayato says from the bed. I dry my face but it quickly dampens when my tears come back down. I fall to my knees "That isn't even all... I still don't know where Kaneki went or why and Toukas still mad at me. The only thing I have is you and the mannor... What am I supposed to do now?" I cry on the kitchen floor. I feel myself get lifted by Ayato and put on the bed "We can work that out later. You need rest." He says laying next to me. I turn and press myself to ayato. I bury my head into his chest. His arms wrap around me in a protective way "Its alright... You're safe here...you don't have to cry anymore..." he mumbles and kisses my head.
I wake up and feel dull. Apart from the bliss of being in Ayatos arms, I just don't feel ok.... I sit up and rub my puffy eyes "You need anything?" Ayato asks bearly awake. I shake my head and try to smile at him. I feel a gand squeeze mine. "It'll be alright. You should tell Touka and the rest of them that you're safe. They'll be trying to find you--" Ayato says but I cut him off "No. I'm staying here the only reason that lila draco and Venice died was because they asked where was. I'm staying." Is say getting up and letting go of Ayato's hand. I walk over to the sink and splash my face with water. "how about we go somewhere today?" Ayato asks getting up and opening the fridge. "sure, what do you have in mind?..." I ask plainly "Well, first off we're going to get you some new clothes, but then I'm thinking me you and if you want, zen and callum, we can all go to a theme park?" Ayato says. I look at him and smile "that'd be nice.. Thank you" I say.
"Thisss one!" Ayato says picking out an outfit "No! That's pink!" I squeal
"OK then this one?" Ayato holds up another
"no!"
"this one?"
"No"
"this one?"
"no!!!"Eventually though, Ayato held up an outfit "What about this one?" He asks expecting a no. I stare at it, my eyes gleaming "YES!" I clap my hands and jump excitedly. Ayato fist pumps the air "Finally!" he says
((also, I take no credit for this drawing. I'm struggling with my health at the moment so I really couldn't be bothered to draw and when I tried it messed up big time))
"Zen! Zen there they are get out of the dam car!!" me and Ayato stand near the theme park entrance and hear Callum yell pointing at us. Zen gets put of the car and they walk towards us. "Hi!" I say waving. The three of them do a 'bro hug' while they just hug me normally. "Alright! I hope you like fast rides because that's what we're going to be going on!sorry if you can't stomach it" Callum says putting his hands on his hips like he's above everyone "Ohh? Is that a challenge?" I ask glaring at him playfully "Yup" He says. We shake on it and run into the park with Ayato and Zen following.
AYATO'S POV
I love seeing her happy. Especially after the way she was broken last night. "Thanks for not bringing up the other night" I say as we follow the two of them
"Yea, I figured you two would be abit touchy with that" Zen laughs trying to keep his eyes on the two of them. I nod "Like kids aren't they?" I ask laughing "Yup definitely. Hey, I wasn't going to ask but, what are you and Kavanei?" Zen asks me. I shrug "I don't know." I look down as I walk
"Well how do you feel?" He asks "Happy, I mean, I guess I'd do anything it takes to make her stay. I just want her to be happy. Even if we got off on the worst foot possible" I say
"Sounds to me like you love her. Buuut we should also catch up to them. Keep in mind though. You don't have to do everything for her. I'm sure she knows that too" Zen says and then runs after Callum and Kavanei. I also run after them. Is he right?
I'm not sure...KAVANEI'S POV
Me and Callum go on endless fast rides. Ayato and Zen only went on afew but said they wouldn't be able to stomach afew of them. I sit down on the next roller-coaster feeling fine but when I look at Callum in front of me "Awwww are we feeling icky?" I ask in a mocking tone "uugggh.. You win..." He groans. I wave the ride owner over "Can he get off please, he isn't feeling well" I ask "Sure thing but do you have anyone to go on with? You must have someone with you at all times on this ride." The woman says "I'll get Zen, I think Ayato went to get drinks" Callum says getting off. He waves at Zen to come over.
Sitting down in the cart Zen chuckles. "You should've waited for Ayato, you two should've gone on together" Zen says "aha true but it wouldn't hurt to go with you" I say as the ride starts up. It starts so abruptly I don't get time to hold on..
The ride bar digs into my stomach as I try to stop myself from flying forward. I feel an arm in front of me that pushes me up. I look at him and his eyes go wide... Crap. My eyes. They're ghoul eyes. I blink and they're gone. I hold on "Ow.. I'm thanks" I say.
"No problem." He says holding on aswell.Once the ride is over Zen pulls me to the side "Kava.... Was that a ghoul eye?" He asks. I tense "No! Why would you think that?" I ask starting to nervously sweat.
"Look. You haven't hurt ayato or my friends yet. I won't tell a sole. But the moment you do anything which I'm positive you won't but the moment you do, I'll be calling the doves." Zen says. I wrap my arms around him in a tight hug "Thank you... I.. I hope you understand why I didn't tell you" I whisper
"Mhm, don't worry. I'm always here" He hugs back. "ZEEENNNNNNN CM'ERE!" Callum yells and runs over to a wall leaving ayato sitting on a bench on his own. Zen smiles at me and then walks over to Callum. I walk and sit next to Ayato "Well... Um... Something happened.." I tell him "Like?" He asksAfter explaining everything ayato sighs "Well, I wouldn't be surprised that he's chill with it. It's Zen so... Its Callum that I'm not sure about. Does Zen know about me?" Ayato asks
"No, I don't think so" I say shaking my head as my blue hair whips my face due to the wind. "Okkay so come on you missy, we're going to wait by the feris wheel!" Callum says taking my hand and pulling me away.ZEN'S POV
I smile and pull Ayato up. I gesture him to follow me to the ferris-wheel and he does. "Alright next box" The man running the wheel says Callum pulls me into the box leaving the next one for Ayato and Kavanei perfect. "OK so plan is, we'll jam the wheel when they're at the top this sunset will make everything so much better? Got it zen?" Callum says. I nod and pull out something to help jam it from my pocket "Oh I got it." I say.
KAVANEI'S POV
We go round and I stare out "This is brilliant" I gawk at the view "Isn't it just?" Ayato does the same. We get to the top and it stops. I look down "Awh dang it. We're stuck" I grumble and then look ta ayato, the orange sunset kissing his skin. "I've had this question for a while Kava... Um...what are we really?" Ayato asks. I shrug "I don't know. If I'm being straightforward and blunt then, I think... I have feelings for you.. But.. It scares me" I feel tears well in my eyes. "And I-I'm scared I'll loose you too.." I sniffle. I feel a hand cup my cheek and then a kiss on my lips. "You don't have to be afraid... I'm not going anywhere. I.... I love you Kavanei... And I want to be with you.." Ayato pulls me into him. I bury my head into his shoulder as he hugs me "But how are we supposed to tell everyone" I ask "It can be our little secret..." Ayato whispers and kisses my neck gently. I smile and look up at him "I'd like that" I say and then hug him again....
On the drive home. I'm happy. Today went well in so many ways....
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Sorry that this is so long tia over 1720 words so yea damn. Anyway bai xo xo
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Crazy Love (Tokyo Ghoul Fanfic)
ActionAs Kavanei escaped the scientists clutch she wanted to help young and old ghouls like her that didn't have a place to call home. She had bought a mannor that she resided with 200 other ghouls. This was before she met Touka who brought her to the 24t...