Devoted: Prison boys FanFiction Editon

Chapter 8: Pain in the heart

Mitsuru Fuwa

I was waiting for Miss Osuna Mitsuki today. I'm going to confess to her that I'm already a fallen noble.

I don't know what she will think of me now but I don't wanna lie to my first girlfriend. I wanna tell it to my parents also that I have a girlfriend which is not a fallen noble like us.

I was so nervous right now. I cannot stay put in one place. I see a familiar figure coming towards me. I smiled. It was the person I was waiting for. Osuna Mitsuki.

"Good morning, Miss Osuna, "I said to her.

She smiled to me and greeted me the same way.

"I'm gonna tell you something, "I started. I held her hands. "Osuna, I'm a fallen noble. I don't know how to feel if you are gonna break-up with me but I will understand. Osuna-"I got cut off when she started to talk.

She place her right hand in my cheek.

"Mitsuru Fuwa, I don't care if you are a fallen noble. I know you are sincere deep in your heart. I know also that you are a nice man who once lost in the dark. I'm willing to be the light to your way, "she said to me so dearly.

Kyouji Hashimoto

What a beautiful day. When I look around I saw Mitsuru with Miss Osuna Mitsuki.

They are holding each other hands. I don't know why I'm reacting this way but I feel such pain in my heart. I don't want to admit the pain but every time I deny it grew stronger.

Then Yomato came.

"Are you alright Kouji? "He asked me in a worried tone of his voice.

"I... I am of course, "I lied.

The truth is I'm not fine anymore. Every time I see Miss Osuna with Mitsuru it feels like a sharp knife keep stabbing in my chest back and fort.

Miss Osuna what have you done to me? Why are you causing me such pain right know? Why are you hurting me like this right know? What I ever done to you?

I held my chest tightly.

"Argh! "

"Kyouji! "Yomato shouted.

I see that Mitsuru and Miss Osuna turned to look at where I am.

Who knows that a stone hearted like me can be break by a innocent woman like Miss Osuna.

Mitsuru and Miss Osuna immediately come to us.

"What happened? Are you okay, Kyouji? "Miss Osuna asked me.

I give her a smile. A smile that I've never been gave to anyone but her.

"Please rest assured. I'm fine, "I said.

Mitsuru hold her hands. It hurts me. It hunts me every time I see them together. My heart keep skipping a beat.

I bowed to them and take my leave with Yomato.

Shin Katara

Mitsuru said we cannot go out today because his schedule is full. I said I will be alright and besides I can wait.

"I will see you later, "he said.

I nod my head.

This is my first day that we are officially in relationship. Bruh! What was I thinking?

I literally don't know what to do!

Well to be honest I'm not lying about what I said. I take him as him. I don't care if he is a fallen noble. Even though I know he will never gonna exist in my world but at least I have a moment to know him.

I take a deep sigh.

All alone I was left.

But not until I familiar figure approached me.

"Kyouji?"

"Miss Osuna Mitsuki. Tell me what is your motive?" He asked.

Is this drama too soon to be asked.

"Kyouji... I don't have any motives. Right now I can tell that I'm in love," I told him in shame.

"Miss Osuna is lying. By the look of your face you are only saying that because you don't have an excuse," he told me.

I was hurt by his words.

"You don't know what it feels like to be in love so you don't know how I feel! You don't even know how to let go to your pride!" I said. Tears are ready to fall.

Call me fragile like a child but sometimes I can be like this.

"Who cares if I love Mitsuru! Who cares if my feelings are false or true?!" I asked him.

He was speechless.

"You don't know me yet. But I do know you. In this story you are nothing but an antagonist," that's what I told him before I left him.

Maybe for what I told him he will surely found a clue that I'm a total stranger. Without any second thoughts I ran towards to the busy crowds.

My tears started to break down to my face. Seeing all these sea of people is like I'm a child lost on it's way.

Why?

Why you should be a total freak, Kouji?

Kyouji Hashimoto

After hearing those words. My eyes started to moist. I could barely say that my eyes is teary that I never felt before. Why this is happening to me? Why Miss Osuna should be a pain in the heart?

I look at where she run. Thinking if she is alright but I cannot move. I can't run after her. They just met in two days and already fallen in love to each other?

Are they serious? Or are they just telling such petty lies!

I hold my chest. I'm in pain. This moment I knew that I should keep away my distance between from them. I need to focus what it more better for me.

For the better future of  Japan.

I could only... Only dream that... Never mind such childish wishes.

I started to walk slowly. I see Yomato not that far.

"Come, Yomato... Let's go back," I said to him.

"Already? Is our patrol is already done?" He asked.

"Stop asking questions and let's go back," I told him.

He was surprised but nods willingly.

Together we go back to the 12-story prison.