Devoted: Prison boys FanFiction Editon

Chapter 12: The broken promise

Shin Katara

Father locked me in my room. After the fight yesterday night. He will never let me go outside again. I was so devastated. I don't know how to contact Mitsuru there is no smart phones in here like seriously why?!

I can only punch the door hoping it will open but it didn't. I'm to weak because of crying all night. Now I can only give up.

I just held my head and cried even more when I heard a click in my door knob. The door opened and I see my brothers full of pity in their eyes.

I can only look at them and cry.

I hugged them so tight and so are they.

They told me that I need to get to Mitsuru as fast as I can. I asked them but they could only remain silent.

I nods and bid them goodbye. I can see there is nothing but sadness flowing in their faces.

I was about that close to the gate when I bumped to my father. I swear I was being fast and careful.

My father gripped at me but I got a great chance to get escape from his grips and run off. Without knowing where to go I just mixed to the busy streets.

So lost I don't know what to do. I don't know where I am. Then suddenly the people started to scattered around and running. I just noticed that it was raining.

So unfortunate... I'm so cold but I cannot stop running. I need to find my way back to Mitsuru. Now I'm so alone in the streets. Some does have umbrellas. Some are also couples.

The moment that the couples got my attention I accidentally tripped and fall. I don't know what to do. I held my head and feel so hopeless I could only cry.

Then the rain stop falling over me. When I rose my head. I see Mitsuru holding an umbrella.

"Mitsuru..."

He only smiles on me. But that smile wasn't like the one he used to give to me but a smile with full of pity.

I want to get back to my feet but I'm so weak.

"Mitsuru!" With all my strength I managed to get up and hugged him.

Tears streaming down to my face. He hugged me back. I felt a solemn sadness in his hug. I don't know why but I feel that something was about to be broken.

"Osuna... I'm sorry," he said.

I look at him.

"Why?"

"Osuna, we need to say goodbye to each other,"he told me.

The moment he said it. The moment my heart breaks.

"I don't understand," I told him sadly.

"I never loved you... I only played you... I only pretend that I love you," he said.

Hearing does words only make things worst. I don't believe it. He can't never do that to me. His words can't make me believe it because I felt his love were true.

"Mitsuru, what are you saying? Are you saying that you are breaking up with me?" I asked trembling.

He could only looked away.

"It was over Osuna," he just said.

"I thought you love me! I thought you will never left me!" I said so furiously yet in pain.

"I didn't! Because that's all a joke!" He said.

I cannot take it anymore.

"That's it? What if I tell you that I'm not from here and the reason why I still keep choosing to live in here is because of you?"

"What do you mean?"

"I'm not from here Mitsuru! We are so different from each other 'literally' but I keep pretending that I belong here because I've been fallen to you!" I told him.

I break once again at crying. I know he won't understand but that's the truth. I forgotten that the reason I'm here for is to change Naoya's fate but then everything went private like I was really Osuna.

I looked at him one last time and I gave him a handkerchief. A sign of farewell.

"Osuna, I don't understand,"he said.

"You will never understand Mitsuru," I told him. "But I wish you good health," I said.

I hugged him for the last time.

He hugged me tightly like he doesn't want to let go of me. That is how I know that he does really loved me but if this is what he wants then I shall grant his wish.

I push him like I hated him and I run away from him. Running in this rainy streets.

I know that you can never do that to me or maybe I'm just still hoping that it wasn't real. Maybe just maybe it was just a false hope after all.