I missed her like crazy. I got a job and started earning money, so that I could build a house. My plan was to ask her to marry me and we would live in the house I build with the money I earn. I can't wait. But also everynight there is that voice in my head she deserves better Cole and you know that....my dream for her is that she goes to college and meets a normal guy and can raise a normal family and live a happy relaxing life..with no danger. One that I can't give her. I've been secretly trying to get her to hate me so she won't want to get married. Ive been ignoring her texts and distancing myself hoping that shell start to hate me.I will go pick her up after graduation and hopefully she'll be so mad at me she won't want to come back with me. If she does I will ask her to marry me I really hope she goes to collage though. My brother says I'm crazy for letting a girl like that go . Since when did he know about love and cared enough.He's been acting pretty strange lately . In only a few months I would be going to a graduation to see my baby girl. Tarmarrow I'm ganna go buy her a purple diamond ring. And start building the house, it's going to be a cabin. I plan on her not coming back but just in case one side of me couldn't wait for the house and everything but that voice just kept saying this is wrong she deserves better her mom wanted more for her.
Paisley
It's been months I haven't heard from Janel or Cole I feel like I'm going insane. Tarmarrow I would be getting ready for graduation. Honestly I was really pissed and upset with Cole I was half expecting him not to show and if he did I would just be really pissed at him and probably ignore him soo. On the morning I got ready and my dad gave me this long speech about how I was growing up and then we were there. So I guess he's not coming. I was receiving my award when I saw Cole and Alexander walk in with Daisy and Crystal and Ron they were all here! I walked off the stage and ran into Coles arms. Then I remembered how he's been treating me and moved on to hug Crystal. He reached out his arms for me but instead I ran to Emma and the girls. He looked hurt but I'd been hurt that whole school year. I saw Janel and that hurt me even more she was staring at someone but I couldn't tell who. I ran out the door. Cole ran quickly behind me.
"So are you going to come back to the house or not?" He asked biting his lip and sitting next to me on the ground.
"Wow ...really. " was all i could think I was still pissed but I loved it there and he looked really cute biting his lip one part of me wants to jump in his arms right now and the other part hates his guts right now for ignoring me.
"I guess I say" getting up and sighing.
I saw him smile but he also looked a little dumb founded. "Okay well lets go pack you're bags and ask your'e dad"he said.
So we went and packed my bags and was on our way we drove my truck. I barely talked the whole time and almost fell asleep when it grew dead silent in the car before the car jerked on the side of the road.
"What!" I screamed.
He just looked at me.
"Ya know if you didn't wanna come you could have just said something to me."
"Really Cole?" I ask he just really pissed me off even more.
"What babe?" He asked innocently as if he didn't know what he just said hurt.
"Do you even want me here you've been trying to push me away it seems like..?"
"If you dont just say something. If all this was for pity just tell me now, if you never loved me. If it was all just youre job just tell me now. If its only because you're my protecter and its you're job just tell me if you don't love me." I said I didn't care if it hurt I wanted to know the truth
"Pais, i could tell that pissed him off he started breathing heavier .DONT EVER SAY I DONT LOVE YOU! my job seriuosly I never even knew I was a protecter until I met.. you! I'm your protecter and falling in love with you is just a really great bonus.!! I honestlt truthfully don't wanna lose you pais you're my best friend and you were before the dean thing happened the first day we talked I knew i really can't picture my life without you I LOVE U!
"Then why are you pushing me away!" I said trying not to cry
He said "Pais i love you more than anything but......... He paused and bit his lip...*
But what i said half screaming have crying
"Because I want you to go to college and have a normal life no dangers you deserve it that's what you're mom wanted" he said finally finishing
Seriously....... I think in my head then I say out loud
"How many times do I have to say I'm not going to college I wasn't going to anyway if it weren't for you i would just be working at Burger King with no life. And my mom didn't realize that she rubbed of on me you can't change me or my life no matter how hard you try to Cole im not normal and bad gods and pale faces are going to come at me anyway because they can sense me did dean not prove that to you!" I'm practically shouting now he's starting to really pee me off college that's it are u fucking kidding me right now.
He looked up at me and we kind of just locked eyes for a while i scooched closer to him wrapping my arms around him i couldnt take it anymore i wanted to be in his arms again. He hugged me back,then finally chuckled
"you sure you would work at burger king I mean you could go to college. And ur cute pissed off you know that pais?"
I was serious when I answered i said "I've never been more sure in my entire life."
He smiled "I love you and I'm sorry" he said as he lean in and kissed me.
"Can you promise me something?" I said.
"That you will stop trying to push me away stop trying to give me a normal life forget the dream of me going to college my life is with you." I waited for him to answer
"Okay I promise if you promise to stop doubting my love for you Paisley Allen Thomsan I LOVE YOU okay."
"Okay." I say and we pinky promise eachother.
"We should probably get going lol before mom gets any bright ideas." Cole says
I laugh and lean in for another kiss before we take off down the road.
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AventuraThis is a love story surprisingly. About a teen who's mom suddenly disappeared , she has to put up with a jerk boyfriend,and now she lives with her dad, her whole life makes no sense.Until another teen sees her and is instantly her protecter.The oth...