Happiness Starts With You💜 (Taekook Ff) Completed

20- SACRIFICES

Jk pov

I'm pretty exhausted riding all the way, from my uncle's house to ours. While I was entering our home it was nearly midnight.

11.50 - my watch glowed in dark. I slowly reached my house pretty much exhausted from travel. Unusually, the hall was dark.

I didn't turn on the light, because I didn't want to wakeup anyone. I silently reached for Luna's room, that is like my first instinct to check on her.

I silently opened her room, it was also dark. Luna was peacefully sleeping in her bed. I tried to close the door, suddely lights flickered on making me flinch. Tae is holding cake and candles.

'Am I really going insane and imagining the love of my life?'

I flinched when I heard,

"Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to dear Jk,
Happy birthday to you"

I heard my friends and my family singing. I got angry and looked at Luna. She mouthed please.

Everyone greeted me wishes but I didn't respond to anyone. On seeing my state, a drop of tears rolled down on Luna's cheeks. I got panicked and ran towards her and hugged her tightly.

"Please bunny, please, please come out of it, at least for me. Please I can't see you like this anymore" she cried hugging me.

I'm getting emotional right now. I can't stand to see Luna cry. Luna is the purest thing that had happened to my fucked up life. She doesnt even celebrate her own b-day just because, I didn't celebrate mine. I decided to go with the flow just for today, atlease for Luna. I knew it will be hard, but still I wanted Luna happy. She deserves it. I nodded and mouthed a little "okay"

She hugged me again. I cutted the cake. And, I was getting pale remembering the past events when I was last celebrating my bday. I can't hold it anymore, I silently tried to walk away. The atmosphere is really suffocating me.

"Bunny where are you going?" great, I got caught by Luna.

"Umm... Actually I need a moment please, alone"

I informed Luna. Giving one last look to Tae. I silently, went towards balcony, watching the Almighty moon. She is crescent today. I wanted to cry and scream out my frustration. But I tried to restrain, I don't want to make my sister more sad. When I was about to lose my shit, I found a hand on my shoulder. I turned to see Taetae, standing behind me.

"Tae, I need some moment alone"

I said looking at direction of moon again .

"Don't lie kookie. I know you wanted me to follow you. I know that look, you gave me. You wanted someone to comfort you. I'm here. For you. Don't push me away kookie. Please. Give me a chance. Try to open up. Please. If you don't open up, then how can I understand your pain? Please, please open up!! "

Tae said with his lips trembling. He is right!!! I really wanted some sort of comfort. Mainly his comfort. But I don't know whether I can explain everything but still, I should tell him.

" Why do you need to understand me? Why you want to help me? Who are we?"

I asked him.

"Beacuse, I... We.... We are friends right? Aren't we?!"

he said in a low tone.

"Friends?!!... Okay fine, I'll tell you. Not completely. I'm an orphan. Luna is not my original sister. I lost my parents and siblings just because of my fucking singing. I killed them. If I wasn't being stubborn to go to that fucking singing competition that day, they would have been alive today.

Atleast, I should have died in their place. It was all my fucking fault. I don't deserve to live tae. I don't deserve birthdays. I asked them to go with me as my birthday gift.

I killed them. It is not an accident. It is me, who killed them. If I had closed my fucking mouth and didn't asked them to take me to that fucking singing competition, they would have been alive now. I lost them.

No!!!! I killed them. I don't deserve to live. I should die. It's my fault. I lost my lovable parents and my beautiful sister and a brother."

I said crying. Tae came towards me to comfort me.

"Stop.... Please stop. I love you... Okay!!! I don't want my bad luck to kill you too... Please stop coming near me. Stop!!!! stop!!!! "

I said even more crying. Hot tears rolled down my cheeks. I started to fisting the wall hardly, making my hands bleed. Tae quickly ran towards me and hugged me tightly. I didn't return the hug. Suddenly, I felt something warm on my lips. It is his lips.

He slowly placed his lips onto mine. It was gentle yet sweet. I got relaxed, tears running down on both of our eyes. He slightly parted from me and looked directly into my eyes.

"I love you too. Don't ever tell me to leave. Don't shoo me away. I feel like I can't breath, when you shoo me away. I love you so much. If you are a bad luck, then I'm too.

My mom doesn't die in a accident, she had cancer, she didn't utter a word, just because, I was sacred. She doesn't want our family, to go through anymore pain. She actually fainted, when she was driving because of cancer. "

He said holding my cheeks, sobbing. I hugged him again, and cried hardly. We both cried until our eyes went dry. I slowly parted myself away from him. Made him sit on my lap. I let out a dried sigh.

"I had a brother and sister too. I loved my sister very much. Her name was Luna. When my parents were alive, me and family will always go to a lake side, to see a moon above the lake.

We go there once in a month, when it would be full moon. We would spend the night, in our small lake house. Even before the day of accident, we went to that lake house.

That's the last day I went to that place. My appa, loved moon so much. One day, when I was little, my grandma died of old age. I loved her so much, she used to babysit me.

I was crying so much, when my dad came and took me to the balcony, showed me the majestic moon.

And told 'Don't worry my baby bunny. Did you see that moon. She is the representation of whom you love. If you miss them, think them as the moon and talk with them'. That's why he even named my sister Luna.

Luna, my savior. She is the one who saved me from the car crash. I was so attached to her and my brother. While police tried to save us. She gave her life by pushing me towards the lifeguards, which made her collapse under broken car. She saved me.

She sacrificed her life for me. After that accident, I always woke up crying, asking for Luna. That's when my adopted sister came into me and claimed herself as Luna. She even changed her real name to Luna too. She did it for me to recover from trauma.

She will always take care of me like her own child, even when she was just three years older than me. That's why, I love her so much. She acted like my real sister. We are not real sibling. But, I really think her as my Luna. My adopted mom is, actually my Mom's cousin sister. She was in relationship with my real dad, but they broke up because of some reasons.

My dad married my mom because they loved each other. One day, my adopted father, came to know those stories and started torturing me. He even blackmailed me, that he would kill Luna. I can never let that happen.

I will give my own life for Luna. That's how I ended up, hating singing even more. But, I don't know, why I still want to sing despite the fact, I lost everything because of that shit"

I said with my words choking. Tae looked at my eyes. And took something from behind......

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