BTS 8th Member

Chapter 5~ Sad

After dinner, you and your mom fought on the phone while you were in your room. You were a crying mess. To be honest, you were a very sensitive person. You and your mom faught because you weren't calling them anymore like you used too. You had no time in calling them because you had dance practice, vocal lessons everyday after school.

Right after you hung up, you stood up from your bed and locked the door so the members won't see your horrible state. Right after you heard the click sound you plopped on your bed crying silently as tears were making the pillows and bedsheet wet.

You really missed your family, but you really had no time because you were preparing to debut as the 8th member of BTS.

As you cried silently, you slowly drifted of to sleep rembering all the hurtfull words your mom said.

"You ungrateful brat."

"You don't love us, do you?"

"You always have no time for us"

"We hate you"

We hate you...

I hate you...

"I hate myself." You said to yourself as you fell asleep.

***

It was now 8 A.M., Saturday. It was the time you always wake up.

The seven boys were already at the table waiting for you.

"Maybe she's still asleep, she was very busy yesterday, let's let her rest." The leader stated to which the others agreed.

You don't want to eat because of what happened last night, you didn't fell like it. You were just looking at your texts with your mom, dad, cousins. From 2 months ago... you missed them, you missed there goodmornings and goodnights even if they are only texts.

You felt like you deserve to starve, to get hurt, to get hated by your own family.

***

It was now 4 in the afternoon and you still haven't came out of your room. The boys were super worried because you skipped breakfast and lunch and they know you are now awake.

"Hyungs, I think she had enough rest." The youngest stated.

"I agree." Jimin and Taehyung said in unison.

The hyung line members also agreed so the seven of them went to your room and Seokjin knocked.

"Princess? Are you awake?" He asked.

Your eyes were swollen from crying, and you still were crying, your cheeks were red and because of that you didn't want them to see you.

"C-can you please l-leave me alone?" You stuttered.

The boys knew you had a problem because you never stuttered and your voice cracked.

"Y/N, please, can we come in?" Yoongi said in a cold yet soft voice.

You had no choice, you stood up and opened the door revealing seven men.

The boys widen there eyes as they saw your state. Before they could say anything, you went and sat on your bed with your head down.

"Y/N, what happened?" Hoseok asked as he sat beside you. He tried to hug you but you pushed his hands away which made the members much more worried because you always love their hugs.

"Y/N, princess, are you okay?" Namjoon asked as they all sat on your bed.

"Yes, I am, so please leave me alone." You stated in a cold voice which the members were shocked because you never spoke in a cold voice to them.

The boys were trying to speak to you but you were in a trauma, you always had a trauma whenever you were sad.

"You brat, I wish you were never born"

"You never loved us"

"We hate you"

"I hate myself" you kept mumbling that which made the boys more worried. You were already sobbing quietly while Hoseok and Jimin were shaking you to snap you out of it.

"Y/N! SNAP OUT OF IT!" Hoseok shouted which you flinched. You snapped out of your trauma and looked around to see the boys worried.

"Y/N, what happened please tell us." Taehyung said.

Hoseok immedietly engulfed you in a hug where you cried harder in his chest as he caressed your back to calm down.

You told them everything, everything your mother said to you, you told them that you felt that you were alone.

You and Hoseok broke the hug and Jungkook wiped your tears with his thumb. The boys were worried for you, their little princess is suffering.

"It's okay princess, you should've told us sooner." The leader stated softly.

You calmed down knowing you had seven men who are taking care of you, not just any other men, but your brothers.

"Now I know your hungry, let's eat, I prepared some food earlier for you princess." Seokjin said which you nodded.

Jimin gave you a piggy back ride because he knows you're too weak to walk all the way to the dining room.

***

You finished your food and thanked Seokjin.

While they were talking about god knows what, you made your way to your room because you forgot to do your homework.

"Where's Y/N?" Yoongi asked as the boys became quiet.

"Y/N?" Hoseok called for you looking at his back.

They immedietly went to your room and opened your door. You were wearing earphones while doing your homework so you didn't notice them.

They felt relieved knowing you're okay.

They were watching you do your homework while sitting down on the floor.

"Oxygen, Carbon Dioxide, H²O." You said as you finished your science homework.

"(X+2)(X-8) how the flip do I solve this, meh, just use FOIL Method." You said as the boys snickered at your behavior.

"Good thing that kid doesn't know how to use the F word." Seokjin said.

"Do you want me to teach her, hyung?" Jimin teased the elder.

"Don't you dare, you dwarf." Seokjin said.

The boys were laughing at Seokjin and Jimin's bickering which caused you to look at the direction on where the noise was.

You put away your homework and watched them bicker till the end, the other boys were watching them so they didn't know you were done.

You cleared your throat as the boys looked at you.

"Bicker all you want, but please not in my room." You said as the boys laughed and stood up.

They kissed your forehead and went to eachother's rooms.

You layed down and smiled at the ceiling as you knew that you had an understanding family, a family which consists of seven boys and one girl.