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KIM SUNWOO

im scared and nervous at the same time. im now waiting for Chanhee at our Favorite park,

this is where i officially called him my boyfriend.

And now this is where im going to ask him if i can court him again.. and i won't accept No for an answer cause i want to do my best for him to be mine again..

in Five months.

i still have time. but of course if he still can't forgive me after that. i have no choice but to leave and

never come back.

i heard a footsteps thumping loudly so i turn around to see the most beautiful person in my eyes. he's wearing his favorite hoodie.

no.

its my hoodie that he stole from my closet one time that we sleep together at my dorm.

"Kevin told me that you want to meet me?" i heard his soft voice. i miss his voice very much. even if i can hear it almost every day

"Yeah, please sit down, i want to tell you something" he nodded and take his sit centimeters away from me.

i smiled.

i really love him.

"Remember the day when both me and Juyeon hyung ask you if we can court you?" he looks shock when he heard me opening the topic.

maybe he didn't expect me to ask those

"Yeah" i smiled at his soft voice.

"im not exactly confident that time cause i know Juyeon hyung is miles away better than me" i sensed that he look at me but im just looking at the tree.

"I don't know what to do when you asked me to come to here. you said you want to say something"

i look at him

"Why are you telling me the-shhh" i placed my pointer finger at his lips to shut him.

"just listen and wait me finish" he just nodded so i slowly removed my finger to his lips.

"I was all nervous that time, i thought that you already say yes to Juyeon hyung and wanted me to stop courting you" i shifted my gaze and look at the stars glowing at the sky.

i felt the he did the same.

"But my thoughts went away when you kissed my lips when i arrived here, my nervous got taken away and all in my mind that time is" i look at him and he did the dame.

"You're officially mine, i can officially call you my boyfriend, i can officially guard you and tell them that you're all mine" im at the verge of crying while saying what im feeling that day.

"But im a jerk for making you cry, im an asshole for letting you go and face all the sad days alone. im stupid for leaving you all alone for my own sake.and im a complete dumbass for making you feel that you're worthless and i know my sorry won't be enough" i heard his soft sob. i can feel myself crying while saying those.

"i don't know if i deserve your second chance but" i can feel him stop moving and he look so shocked while waiting for my next words

"Choi Chanhee..Can i court you again?" i felt him froze and im so nervous waiting for his answer.

"Why? Why did you leave me? Why did you told me that you already found someone better? Why did you suddenly left?!" i closed my eyes and hugged him as tight as i can do.

i can feel him pushing me away but i didn't let go. im not going to let you go like what i did two years ago.. i know im stupid for doing that.

"im sorry" i heard him cried loudly and gave up on pushing me away.

"Im tired reading and listening to all your your sorry Sunwoo,  so sick your your Stupid Sorry!" i closed my eyes while listening to him. i deserve to be hurt for hurting him.

"i know i know shh, im really sorry please let me court you again, i promise i wont leave you again like what i did before. i promise i will never do the same mistake again please" i hugged him closer and lean my face on his shoulder.

i can feel his hoodie getting wet because of my tears and i can feel my shirt getting wet too but i don't care as long as its him.

"you also promised me that you'll never hurt me before, but you did" i can feel that he already calm down. his voice is back to normal. its so soft. ots like a music in my ears.

"i know, that's why im so sorry for being an asshole, i really really love you" he froze after hearing that.

please let me enter your life again. please let me court you again. please.

"You love me?" this time he whispered it but its enough for me to hear.

"of course i do. I do Love you Choi Chanhee i swear to God im not lying" i can feel his hands wrapped on my waist.

i smiled.

"please let me court you again" i whispered back. im so nervous

"What will you do if i say no?" i froze. does he hate me that much? he doesn't love me anymore?

"I'll never let that happen, i won't accept no as an answer" i wrapped my hands around his waist tightly and i heard him chuckle.

his voice is really beautiful.

"Then why are you asking me if i can court you again if you won't accept no as an answer?" my eyes widened

is he letting me court him again?

"A-are you letting me court you? again?" i heard him chuckled and i felt him nodded

"i love you. Choi chanhee" i whispered softly and slowly

"i do love you too, but that doesn't mean you can be my boyfriend for the second time after hurting me two years ago"

i smiled. Thank you.

Juyeon Hyung

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but hey.. Can you please comment what you're feeling about this chapter? please :< i want to know if i im writing it too fast. just at least comment what you're feeling about the story :<

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