𝗦𝘁𝘂𝗽𝗶𝗱 𝗦𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆

Eight

Kevin, Jacob, Changmin and Chanhee are sitting inside the cafeteria not counting that Both Chanhee and Changmin are glaring at each other.

"Seriously? Drop the argument, you both can't top your boyfriends" Kevin sensed a fight between the two so he said that earlier to make them stop glaring at eachother.

"Well i have a boyfriend, this bij beside me doesn't have one" Chanhee's Jaw dropped because of Changmin's sudden attack of words.

"Well, He's courting me he'll be my boyfriend sooner or later" Kevin spitted his juice all over the floor after hearing it from Chanhee

"Sunwoo didn't even tell me!" Kevin yelled didn't care bout the students who got wet because of his juice.

"You don't need to know everything about us" Chanhee smirked and sliced his cake

"You don't have the 'us' " Chanhee throw his fork at Kevin but Jacob caught it before it lands to his lovely boyfriend-

"Be thankful your boyfriend is here or i will roast you" Kevin faked a nervous laugh and rolled his eyes.

"I remember your cousin Chanhee" Chanhee look down on his plate. Cousin? I lied. He's my younger brother not Cousin.Chanhee thought

"What about Gyu?" Chanhee asked and tried to focus his attention to the food.

"He said he'll be back"

"Don't care"

"He's your cousin you should care"

"He'not my cousin.He's my step brother in father's side"
Kevin and Changmin both dropped their forks.
its just last 2 years when Chanhee introduced Choi Beomgyu as his Cousin and now.

He's actually his younger brother?

"Why didn't you tell us? We're your friends Chan" Jacob looked away, He knows about it since the very beginning.

"H-hyung? you know it too?" Changmin noticed Jacob's Nervous Face.

"A-a bit" Jacob tried to not so sound so nervous but he failed.

"When?" Kevin asked while looking to his boyfriend.

"Its just, I asked Chanhee why does Gyu's figure is the same with him, They maybe not look a like or maybe they don't have the same skin tone or colour. You can tell that they're siblings" Jacob faked a laugh while still nervously looking at his boyfriend.

"Why did you lied?" Changmin whispered enough for the three to hear.

"I didn't, I just can't accept the fact that i have a brother. but not full blood related. We're half brothers" Chanhee looked away. He hates Beomgyu for stealing his father.

The father he lives the most, The father he wants to be with, The Father he wants for the rest of his life.

His Role model.

"Its not like Beomgyu stole your father or someth-"

"Yes he did! I hate him for that! I may look so jolly but the pain inside me is increasing whenever i heard his name! You don't know the feeling of a son who left behind by his own father for another family Chang. i suffered because of him!"

"Why do you need to put all the blame on Gyu?! Did he really Stole your father?! No, Is it his fault that he's Alive?! No-"

"Then he should just die instea-"
slap.

He slapped me. i chuckled.

Pain.

"Oh im sorry i forgot my limitations, I forgot that you two are that close" I clicked my tongue and licked my lower lips.

i stand up and took one step behind. Changmin and Kevin's Face are getting paler everytime im taking one step behind.

"N-no Chan that's not what i mean im sorr-"

"No, You're right, But you know me well enough Chang, I'd rather die than seeing my father slowly facing his back on me, And i hate Choi Beomgyu for existing that made my Father completely lost his attention to me"

Pain.

I smiled.

Why does everytime i got to be happy, there's always a pain following behind me?.

"C-Chan" I felt my tears running down my cheeks.
I felt my eyes on fire.

"in fact, You know how i hate peoples who tried to get the attention of someone who is precious to me" I took one step behind

"But seeing you right now slapped me for my half brother completely woke me up" One step

"Do you know why i hate smiling whenever Gyu is around? Cause i don't want him to see me happy without my father. My Hero,My Role model, The most precious person to me, I want him to give me back what's Mine" One Step

"I never wished too much when i was a little, But when i did, no one listened" One step

"They played innocent, It looks like my shouts are just like musics in their ears" One step

"That pain, Drove me crazy, And The pain of the second precious person to me leaving me behind, Made me questioned my existense" One Step

"Im being dramatical again, But everyone does when it comes to their father" I took one last step behind before i look around.

So many students are watching me cry. i giggled.

How pathetic of me crying in front of them.
They looks so worried. but the hell i care?!

"Hyung"

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Im Sorry for the late update, its just that-
I hate province For having a week signal.