𝗦𝘁𝘂𝗽𝗶𝗱 𝗦𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆

Ten

Its been a week since that happened.

and until now, Beomgyu still keeps on following me.

And Sunwoo, Gave us time to fix everything before he'll continue to court me. and until now. he's just coming with us to lunch. and walk me to our room.

Sunwoo, i love you.

but, Its still hurts,

Can you wait?

"Holy mother cow! Why are you starring at me like that?!" I rolled my eyes. What?

"You look like you'll murder me mahn! i better not dream of you looking at me like that, its a nightmare!!!!!" I covered my ears,

He's overreacting again.

"Why do you always gave Bottom vibes?" I asked and he cleard his throat and faked a cough.

"Im a switch dude, Don't bring that topic back" Switch my ass.

"But hey, Talk to Beomgyu, He's still your brother" i frowned , Gyu again.

"Tsk, Let him do what he wants" i said and looked away. We're at the school garden. no classes for two subjects because of teachers meeting.

"Chanhee, Beomgyu really wants to ask you this, and im also curious, Why? Why did you changed?" I look down.

"I didn't change.
I just see things differently now" He sighed,

"You know? It's okay to not be okay all the time" I look at him, Maybe.

"One small crack doesn't mean that you're broken, it means that you were put to the test and didn't fall apart." I didn't talk back, i just look around while listening.

Sometimes, Kevin makes sense, and that is when he's serious, and that time is now, its not like he'll murder me if i don't want to listen.

i really want to hear him out.

"Things always get better with time, just wait and see." I nodded still don't have words to say.

"Cutting people from your life does not mean you hate them, it simply means, you respect yourself. so Chanhee, Please talk to him, he's suffering too, and i know you also suffered" I look at him, he maybe right, but still can't change that we'll never be back to what we are.

"It’s ok if you fall down and lose your spark. Just make sure that when you get back up. You rise as the whole damn fire." i chuckled, He smiled too, I rested my head to his shoulder i know he don't mind.

"Do you know why i can't let go of our memories?" He hummed as if he's waiting for me to continue.

"Because the only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the only things that don't change, when everybody else does." i heard him grin

"ara (i know)"

"Chan" i hummed waiting for him to talk.

"Admit it, you are not the same person you were a year ago." i smiled. ara

"Why did you say that?" i asked softly.

" "I'm not going to feel sorry for myself anymore. If you were stupid enough to walk away, I'll be smart enough to let you go." That was your line when we thought we're going to end our friendship, But now? You're already like "Life is much like a joke, doesn’t make much sense, until it ends." " i grin.

"You remembered that? Thank you" I said softly.

"for what?"

"For remembering that, atleast i know you're listening, at least i know, i have you that will never forget me"

"You're not welcome until you accepts the real you and back to who you really are" i laughed, i heard him laugh too.

"Give me time to think Keb" he just hummed an okay.

"Im just curious, why does everytime i got to be happy, Pain is following me?, Thats why sometimes im afraid to be happy, cause i know pain is just right beside me"

"A life without suffering is a life without happiness. Chan, And you need to overcome all those pain to finally meet the happiness you want" Is that so?
Then why does everytime i want to overcome my pain its still can't lead me to happiness?

"You can’t control everything. Sometimes you just need to relax and have faith that things will work out. Let go a little and just let life be"

But im afraid Keb. I really am.

"okay"

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Two updates?
Srsly? i really want to continue all my books but lolololololol School year is waiting. im not making any sense but lol. i promise i will continue all my books.

I've got an invitation to publish in Webnovel by a 'Idunno if he's famous' Author, and his link is existing its a group of Famous Authors who are publishing on both Wattpad and Webnovel.

So i don't know what to do-

Sorryyyyyy