𝗦𝘁𝘂𝗽𝗶𝗱 𝗦𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆

Nine

"Hyung" Chanhee froze, He don't know if he wants to face the person behind him or just walk out.

"What are you doing here?" Chanhee whispered only enough for him to hear. Chanhee lowered his head due to all the embarrassment he's been receiving today.

"Why?" He chuckled. Why?

"You didn't answer my question" Chanhee felt nothing but pain. the happiness he felt earlier went gone.

"Why?" Chanhee nodded and faced the person behind him. and there he saw the person he hated the most in his life.

He hate the fact that this boy is existing,

"What do you mean why? Let's not talk in here" Chanhee tried to walk out but Beomgyu didn't move his feet that made Chanhee look at him in disbelief.

He want's to talk our family problem in front of so many students? Changee tought

"Just tell me why"

"Beomgyu-"

"Beomgyu? You're used to call me Gyu and Bamgyu when we're little" i clicked my tongue. that is when i don't know that you're my half brother.

"Beomgyu, Let's not talk in here-"

"Why? What happened to you? Why did you changed?" Oh, I bet my oh- i mean His father still didn't told him that we're half brothers?

"You're not my Brother Gyu, Stop your Drama" I said but when i was about to walk out, i saw them.

Younghoon Hyung, Hwall, Hyunjae Hyung

and Sunwoo.

"Yes i am! We're bro-"

"Shut up! I told you we're not!" i regret it when i faced him. Tears are running down from his precious eyes.
i looked away.

"We don't have the same mother" I saw him look up but i quickly tried my best to leave i heard Beomgyu and Sunwoo called my name but i didn't look back..

Why does everytime i got to be happy the pain will always follow me?

Im used to be living in the dark side of me,
Im used to be the one who hates colors.

Im used to be the one who loves to be alone

Im already used to be living in the Black and White world since my father turned his back on me.

Sunwoo light up my world. until im already not used to be alone in the dark. until i gotta hate the color of black and white. until im already used to be with him in a colorful world.

But i wished that never ends.
We broke up, And im back to being alone in the dark.
i hate it.

i hate the way he didn't regret that he broke me up until suicide is the only choice left.

I tried, but someone stopped me.

Lee Juyeon.
He stopped me and let me feel that i still deserves to be in the world. and there's a time that i wished that.

I choose him over Sunwoo but the memories of sunwoo with me always plays in my mind.

i do love Juyeon but not in a romantic way. and he knows it.

He can't hide the fact that he misses his brother. but he can't be weak again and let them break him again.

I walk in the School garden. it tooks me 30 minutes to get in here cause i went to my locker to put all my things.

"Beomgyu what happened?" I froze, Beomgyu is here?

i look around and saw them under the Third Tree, and im at the first.

"Nothing, I know we're half brother's but i can't understand why he changed hyung, We can still do the things we're doing even if we're not full blood related, i really don't understand"

"I used to be with him, i used to be around him,i used to protect him even if im younger, im used to him hugging me when he's crying"

"I never thought that news will make him changed, if i only knew, i wouldn't let My father tell him" why? Beomgyu why?! I hurt you! why are you still nice?!

Why do you still want me to be part of your life?!

"True love is like a scared flame
It burns in the heart forever "

I froze. That line-

"True love is like a candle
It brightens up by melting down"

This is- The poems we wrote for Sunwoo,
The poems we wrote because he knows i have a crush on sunwoo.

"True love seeks no reason-"

"Remains the same in every search"

i continued while looking at him slowly look back to face me

"The meaning of true love I have known because of you
Coz you are my love so very true"

We both continued, i can still see the tears in his eyes.
i hate you for not hating me

"And I want that you stay with me"

Gyu i hate that i can't be that mad to you!
I hate that i love you!

"In the journey of life and through
My baby I so love you!"

i wiped my tears and turned my back on him.
i was about to walk when i felt someone's arms enveloped my waist.

I hate you Choi Beomgyu!!

"Hyung, I missed you so much"

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im not saying that this story will end in Chapter 11 But that's what im saying.