But, I'm Not Gay | Taejin

Chapter 8 - Voo

"Do you think he's cheating on me?" Hobi asks.

Seokjin stood beside him as they stopped and gazed at the city lights below the elevated park. They ate some street food and took a stroll after watching a movie.

"Why would you think that?" Seokjin asks watching the mist dance out from Hoseok's lips from the cold night with hope blooming in his chest. It was dark and streetlights littered the park along the dozen of lights down below but Seokjin was blinded by the sunshiny being that was Hoseok. He so wanted to wrap his arm around him and failed so many times during the movie. He doesn't know how many fake yawns and stretching he's done throughout the night.

"I don't know.. just a while ago he told me he was heading out to have dinner with his friends.. I saw him liking that one dudes posts on his social media and they just look.. too close for me.." Hobi woefully shares. It was before they watched the movie, Seokjin stood awkwardly beside Hobi at the entrance of the cinema missing a bit of the movie as Hoseok spoke to his boyfriend on the phone while Seokjin held their big bag of pop corn and drinks that turned his fingers cold. Seokjin's chest tightened a bit at how distracted Hobi was about his boyfriend than spending time with him.

Deep inside, Seokjin so wanted to speak badly about Hoseok's boyfriend so they would just break up already like that small devil on his shoulder tells him to. Except the angel on his other shoulder tells him otherwise.

"They're probably just good friends.. There's nothing to worry about." his heart aches looking at how gloomy Hobi was. If Hoseok breaks up with his boyfriend naturally, then it means they were meant to be. He couldn't just speak badly about Jackson without any proof that he was actually cheating on him, he was also his friend, he was a good guy. He himself did stalk Jackson's social media and didn't think much about his tagged photos and such.

Hoseok turns to him with a small smile on his face, "Like you and I?"

Seokjin's heart cracked.

"Y-yeah.." he croaked.

Hobi opens his arms for a hug and Seokjin enveloped him with his own. He hugged Hoseok so tightly, warmth spread to his cheeks from between them amidst the cold night.

"Thank you so much, hyung.. I love you." Hoseok says tightening his arms around Seokjin's waist.

"Anytime, Bie..." Seokjin says feeling the tears prickle his eyes. He blinked quickly but it was no use.

"I love you too.." he murmurs as a tear slid down his cheek. He nuzzled his face closer to Hobi's ear and the latter breathed deeply holding him.

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Knock! Knock! Knock!

A loud banging was heard and Taehyung shifted on his bed with an annoyed look on his face, eyes tightly shut still trying to sleep.

Knock! Knock! Knock!

He turned again and sandwiched his head with another pillow trying to block out the noise.