Andrew

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~"I will bring you" My dad said. We walked to his car and stepped in. I don't want to destroy everything.... but I definitely need to talk to him. We arrived at the building where Shawn lives and I walked to his condo. I knocked on his door. And the door opens.....~

"Oh hey..." Shawn said. I walked in without saying anything. I put my shoes off and my jacket. I walked to his kitchen and I sat on the counter. Shawn followed me and stood before me. I looked down not knowing what to say. "I am sorry about earlier, I should have wait till you was gone and then texted her" Shawn said. I looked up in his eyes, seeing he truly means it. "That's okay Shawn... that's not what is wrong.." I said. Shawn looked confused and worried at me.
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"I think I am not ready for a relationship with you" I said. I looked in his eyes and saw how they looked a little.... disappointed? "I- I understand" Shawn said. I looked in his eyes. I grabbed his hand and moved him closer to me. He stood between my legs and I leaned in to his lips. I kissed his lips softly and full of love. "I am just too scared, I have to be ready first. Okay?" I whispered. "Okay" Shawn said. He rests his forehead against mine and he gives me a kiss on my forehead. "I will wait for you" Shawn said. "I understand if you don't...." I said. "But I will" Shawn said. I smiled at him.
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"Your amazing Shawn. I am sorry but my dad is waiting in the car" I said. "I understand" Shawn said and gave me a soft smile. I kissed his lips softly and hopped off the kitchen counter. I grabbed my shoes and jacket and wanted to walk away. But Shawn stopped me. "Y/n?" Shawn said. "Yes" I said. "Tour isn't gonna be awkward, right?" Shawn asked. "Ofcourse it won't" I said. Shawn smiled. "Nice" Shawn said and smiled. "Nice" I said back and walked away. "Nice" I whispered to myself and smiled. I walked to my dad's car and hopped in. "And?" My dad said. "He will wait till I am ready, and tour won't be awkward" I said. My dad smiled. "I know you two will find each other, Doesn't matter in how many years. You two are perfect for each other" My dad said. I gave him a smile. "Lets go home" I said.
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We arrived home and I walked to my room. I called my best friend, Rose and told her everything. After the call I took a long shower and put my sleep clothes on. I laid in my bed and watched a movie. "I hope he will wait for me" I whispered against myself. I looked out the window and looked at the tree. Life is not simple easy. I really learned that. "Y/n?" A voice said. I looked at my door and saw....
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