Will Newman(Five Feet Apart)x Reader

"You will always be beautiful, no matter what"

Warnings- none
Storyline- You have cancer and your losing your hair.
Y/n's POV:
Cancer. Something I never thought I would be diagnosed with. But hey here I am. This boy named Will Newman who has C.F Makes my life a whole lot better because well he's my boyfriend.
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I stood in the mirror, just staring at my reflection. Oh my god, my hair is coming out. I mean I knew it would happen at some point but now?!? When everything seems totally fine?! Ugh I mean I guess I'll have to live with it because I don't get a choice.

I say down to look at wigs even though I don't need one now, I will soon. I felt tears streaming down my face. My hair is what gave me a majority of my confidence. Why, why did this have to happen to me.

I heard a knock on my door and wiped my tears away, shut my laptop, and took a deep breath. "Come in" I said loudly. "Hey love, wanna go get some hot chocolate" Will questioned. "Of course" I said as I nodded my head and pushing negative thought away.

We sat a laughed and talked as we drank lots of hot chocolate. When we finished he walked me back to my room. "Goodnight babygirl. I love you so much" he said as he held me close to him. I told him I love him too and went on and lay down on my bed. I couldn't stop thinking about this. What if Will won't love me anymore?

The next day came and went and him and I FaceTime for a little while. After I ended the call, all the thoughts from yesterday came flooding back and before I knew it I was curled in a ball on the floor. I was bawling my eyes out. I hate it. I hate that this has to happen.

I don't know how long it was until I heard a knock at my door. Unlike yesterday, I don't care. And after a few moments Will broke into my room. He took one look at me and was right by my side with in a matter of seconds.

 "Hey Y/N what's wrong? Well it's ok, I'm right here. Breathe in and out" he said as he cradled me in his arms. After a little while I called down and was able to talk. But we sat in a comfortable silence instead. 

"I'm losing my hair" I mumbled, breaking the silence. "What love" he asked as he stroked my head.. "I'm losing my hair and I'm gonna look so horrible. You won't want me anymore and i-" "Hey!" He said as he took my face in his hands. "I will love you as long as I love even if it's not much-" "don't say that Wi-" "Hey, listen to me. You will always be beautiful, no matter what. OK" he said with a small smile. I kissed him slowly. "Ok".

A/N- hey sorry not for updating, I've been stressed lately. Anyways, have a lovely day!!!

            -Red Rose Baby