The Secretary

Declined

I got out of the car and walked to the door, unlocking it with the spare key that Jensen had given me before he married Danneel.

Jj walked inside, immediately gawking at her surroundings, craning her neck and looking everywhere.

"Woah, Jensen's place is huge." She said, her voice barely above a whisper.

"Yup. It is. Don't worry, you'll get used to it after awhile." I told her, smiling at her wide eyes and her big smile. She suddenly turned to me, her eyes even bigger.

"I wanna see my room." She said while she grabbed my hand.

"Okay Jj, I'll show you to your room, although, I don't know where it is." I said.

She gave me a confused look.

"What do you mean you don't know? You've been here before right?" She asked, clearly puzzled.

"Jj, you have to remember that Jensen didn't know you when you were born."

"Are you saying that he might not even have a room for me? As big as this house is, he has to have a couple of spare bedrooms somewhere. One for you and one for me." She said, her smile beaming. "So let's go explore and find our rooms."

I didn't have the guts to tell her that I live somewhere else, so I let her drag me along behind her as she ran through the halls, searching every room down to the last speck of dust.

By the time we were done, and she had finally found her room and already put her stuff down, claiming it, she was asleep on the couch, and Jensen on the phone.

"Season 16? What? No.... No Jared you don't understand...Jar just listen, I can't... I'm sorry... I'll explain later, but I have to go. Bye Jared." Jensen then pulled the phone away from his ear and ended the call.

I didn't want to pry, but I couldn't keep my mouth shut.

"What was that about?" I asked.

"You remember Supernatural, the show I had a major role in?" He asked.

"Yeah?"

"They want to start it back up again." He said, sighing and rubbing the back of his neck.

"But, why? It's been 2 years since the show's ended." I said.

"Exactly what I was thinking, but the fans are demanding that we start it back up again." Jensen said, taking a seat on the couch a few feet from Jj.

"I thought that the fans would understand that the chapter of Supernatural ended. It's over." I said, taking a seat next to him.

"Yeah, you would think, but some people just can't except what's dead should stay dead. Supernatural's over, and it should stay that way."

"A phrase that's been ignored since season 2." I joked.

"Haha, so funny." Jensen sarcastically said.

Just then, Jensen's phone started buzzing in his pocket. He pulled it out, looking at the caller ID. Misha Collins. Jensen pressed decline and shoved it back into his pocket.

Right when Jensen relaxed, his phone started buzzing again.

"I swear to god guys..." Jensen grumbled as he pulled out his phone checking the caller ID again only to see Jared's name. Again, he declined the call, this time putting his phone on airplane mode, and shoving his phone back into his pocket.

"So, you never said why you didn't want to start it back up." I said, nudging his shoulder.

"I have a kid that I want to grow up normally. She may not have a mom anymore, but she will have a father. A loving one, one who is always going to be there for her, one who is always going to watch over her, a father who would never abandon his child like her mother." Jensen said.

I stared at him. The determination pressed into his expression was respectfully sweet. His determination to be an amazing father to his daughter was strong and seemed unbreakable.

"I won't allow her to live a life without love and laughter. I can't have her living a life of misery where she has no relationship with her father, no bondage. I just can't destroy her spirit like that. I can't just leave her to go film some stupid show just because the fans want it. If they were true fans they would've expected the fact that the show was over, and that was that. We all need to move on with our lives, we can't keep living the same thing over and over, everything has to come to an end at some point. Supernatural was the last scene, and the next scene is with Jj." Jensen said.

I stared at Jensen, intrigued in his words. When he finished, he looked at me, expecting me to do something. What I did was unexpected to both of us.

I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him into a hug. He hugged me back, squeezing the air out of my lungs.

"I missed you." I whispered.

"I missed you too." He whispered back.