La Santa Muerte

5k in an hour

the weeks went by and there were no updates on finding her babygirl

Javier: you're up late?

maricela: yea i been having anxiety i cant really sleep

javier: let me guess

maricela: huh there has to be something out there some kind of paperwork shes out there alone she be getting abused or something we don't know if that bitch sold her off?

javier: yea i understand your worry babygirl but what if they were lying to you to get you like this

she got annoyed

maricela: who fucking knows i wish i could bring them back to life so i could kill them in a more painful way shit i wish i could do over and over again so they could feel my pain and frustration

javier: i cant help you there cuz well you did the deed but you can kill again? and this time get paid to let out that frustration?

she went quiet

javier: what do you think?

maricela: i been wanting to but i been pushing the feeling away .. i cant

javier: why cant you?

maricela: i don't wanna hurt him..

javier: yea but it'll bad people not like its innocent people

she nodded

maricela: do you think that will calm my anxiety

javier: i don't know honestly but i know you'll have fun

maricela: haha yea that's true and it'll be better if it isn't a personal situation get me the info I'm down just don't tell adan

he nodded .. she went up to bed she sat back and tried to sleep

she woke up the next day to him kissing her forehead

maricela: you leaving?

adan: yea have to go so something ill be back later ok?

she sat up

maricela: ok i might do something with javier be safe ok

adan: is everything ok?

maricela: yea don't worry love you

he kissed her

Adan: i love you to

he left .. she went back to sleep and woke up later that day .. ready

javier: if you do this would you tell him?

maricela: i don't know maybe but after thinking about it more .. i liked the idea i was able to sleep once i accepted it haha

javier: that's good to hear

maricela: so who is it?

he saw the was she was interested and serious about the plan

javier: you want a file or something? haha

maricela: i need good reasons to do it ill do it right now if you want

javier: let me get you some good proof you'll hit tonight 5 grand

maricela: 5 grand what?

Javier: is your pay haha people get rich off doing this

maricela: sounds good to me haha let me know

she went upstairs to change

adan- you sound better happier

maricela- is that a good thing? haha

adan- ofcourse but ay when i get home wanna go out for dinner?

maricela- i wont be home that's why i called to tell you

adan- where you going?

she explained .. he got angry

adan- are you kidding me?! i thought you were going to stop? i thought you would only kill if it had to do with our daughter?

maricela- there's no updates no nothing .. I'm starting to think they lied to me there fucking with me beyond the fucking grave .. look i can make 5 thousand dollars babe in one night it helps me and i get money

adan- helps you how though? how does doing that fucking help you?!

maricela- you're out there selling drugs that kill people to I'm killing someone that's been fucking around and doing shit in the neighborhoods hurting innocent people .. and it helps me .. because i love to see there soul leave there eyes it fucking helps me calm down ok!!

she hung up on him

javier knocked

javier: hey you ok?

she opened the door and sighed

maricela: i been silent about this i tried to change i tried to make myself be different for him .. but i crave it i do why lie and if i can make money in the long run then ok

javier: you really tried to change for him?

maricela: yea i did..

javier: why?

maricela: because i felt bad i didn't want to make him feel uncomfortable but I'm allowed to be me to be different i don't wanna be the old maricela anymore fuck her

javier: change is good but there was nothing wrong with the old you either

maricela: she was weak and always scared .. I'm not anymore .. so? are we doing this or what?

javier: his name is Emmanuel i sent you a file read it you have a car and the address is with what i sent you

maricela: wait I'm going alone?

javier: hhm no more back up

she got nervous but she pushed it aside

maricela: ok got it I'm leaving in 15 you got a gun and knife?

javier: in the car

she nodded and finished getting herself ready

adan raced home to talk to her .. he was pissed

he stormed in

adan: you said you would stop!!

she turned to him and looked at him serious..

maricela: i said what i said but that's stopping me from being me the real me! I'm not the girl you met back then I'm not!! she fucking died the moment i killed my mother!! .. and i can do it and i will ill make this money in less than an hour

she finished getting ready

adan: if you ain't the old you then where does that leave me then? i hustle all day for us! not only for me?

maricela: i love you and i wanna be with you but you have to accept me accept this .. and I'm thankful for everything you do .. but i wanna make money to

she kissed his cheek and walked out

javier: you got the address I'm a call away

maricela: i wont need you

she put on her Santa muerte medallion and left

adan: so you hired her as your personal killer? are you kidding me?

javier: no i gave her the option when she came to me talking about her anxiety how she couldn't sleep at night because of the cravings shit fucks with you .. if you listened you would be able to understand her more .. this helps her

he shook his head and left