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#22. Falling

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Harry pov

I spent all my life living in a house that no one can never see me. I'm glad the world thinks I'm dead cause I am. I spent all these three years living in depression. Depression is the state which puts you in the darkness, heart filled with pain and broken. broken is the word I'm living with. the broken heart  can't be mended with anything not even the love because I can't help but blame myself for the cause of her death. She is practically alive but she is not mine. I missed someone calling me har bear. She is a phenomenal pop star. When it comes to me I'm just a man who put a person through hell. People say love always wins but it doesn't. It never did win.

my family doesn't know where I am so do lads. I'm just living. Every minute I spent thinking about her I tried to move on but it seems impossible. I tried my best to live my life but I can't see mine when I'm far away from her.

I walked out of the car saw a car flipping on the road. I stood there looking at the car. I know there is nothing I can do. I ran once the car stopped. I saw my girl lying dead trying to fight for her life. I pulled her out. She struggled in my arms. ' Taylor, please don't go please stay with me.' I said. ' Harry this is my part I'm leaving this world I love you more than you think' she chocked out. before I can lift her damaged, fragile body I saw her eyelids clos-

H: NOOOOOOOOOOOO

I woke up from the same nightmare I had before. I panted hard. I felt an arm on my shoulder. I wipe my sweat off and drank some water. I calmed I got my breath back. I ran my fingers through my long hair which I haven't cut for a year and so. I saw a girl leaning her head on my shoulder. I took a deep breath. I leaned my head on hers. She rubs my back.

H: Camille I'm sorry

C: Hey it's fine, love

She kissed my cheeks. I stood up from my bed.

H: Stay here I need some air.

she nodded. I walk out of the room to the balcony. I leaned my hands on the railing. I feel the moonlight hitting my skin. does it worth thinking about the sunshine I've been missing. I closed my eyes I let the cold breeze hit me.

I'm hiding in France. In the woods. A beautiful penthouse in the middle of the woods. I stayed here for 3 years already. I stayed in the woods back in England. I stayed there until the divorce is granted. I didn't have enough courage to meet her so I mailed the papers. Later I found out that Taylor is hospitalized because of stress. I'm the reason behind it again. I'm being the keen reason behind her destruction. I might never be the happiness she deserves. I left England because every corner reminds me of her. I left England that was the last time I heard from my mum. I called her that day

H: Mum, I'm going to be out of contact for some time till I find myself. I'm going to seek help don't search for me please I'll be fine I can look after myself sorry mum it has been this way. I want to go away mum

A: But Harry?

H: mum please I'll be fine I will be back once I find what I'm searching for sorry mum I'll be fine I promise.

A: Harry, please

H: Bye mum

that was the last time I called my mum. I heard gemma went searching for me but I somehow managed to distract her. I came fell in here in France living in my friend's house who knows I'm alive. Only two people know about me one is Nick Grimshaw and James Corden. The house I'm living in is nick's. I changed my profile and everything. I'm not the same person who the world thinks. I'm someone who doesn't exist. I stayed here in lowkey. All my stuff is bought by Nick who is my savior.