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#1. I'm Cold As A Rock

Taylor pov

I heard a knock from the door. I groan. I checked my nightstand clock it said 5 am.who the hell in the morning. I  heard someone saying to open up I knew exactly who it is. Louis.

T: what do you want in the early in the morning Louis

I got up walked to the door I opened I saw a guy who is smiling uncontrollably. I leaned on the door frame

T: what do you want?
L: I wanna tell you something I don't know how to say this Taylor
T: then don't
L: what?
T: don't tell me if you don't know how to say. stop rambling and tell me the freaking thing and let me go to bed you are annoying me in the early in the morning. I got nothing to do today and its Sunday for christ's sake I'd like to take some rest now mind to leave my room or do you want me to shut you off again. I don't wanna hear anything from you.

He looked up I met his eyes indicates the anger

T: okay I'm sorry Louis
L: never mind

He turned around to walk away .i caught his hand he stopped

T: I'm sorry, tell me what you wanna say
L: Niall Horan signed in our label
T: what?! Are you serious?
L: do I look like I'm kidding? Hell yeah he did. I was so excited to tell you but you wanna kick me off
T: I'm sorry I shouldn't have said those words.

He smiled and hug me. I feel bad the way I treat him but I can't let my sensitive side come again just to be broken again. That night that one night changed me into the person who I am right now. I never thought to be cold as a rock. That's what makes me strong and not to get hurt again. I'm not going to be like that again same like my past  I might be broken like that night.

We pulled off.

L: sis I miss you

I looked at him and turned around and shut the door on his face. I knew exactly what he meant by that. I really do miss myself more than I used to miss someone who I love. I sat on my bed I looked over the time its 6 am. I need to clean my mess. I shouldn't be as sensitive like I was before.

Louis pov

She shut me off again. Glad at least I saw her smile. I was behind it. I wish my sister never went through the nightmare she had that night. I should've stopped her that night. She wouldn't be like this. I swear if I see him again I don't know what I'd do to him.

I walked downstairs. I kept all my stuff on the couch as I came home just now. The whole night I was busy listening to all the artist's songs. I grab the stuff I walked upstairs. My mum stopped me on my track

L: mum why are you up so soon?
A: where were you?
L: in the label, because that is where I'm supposed to be.
A: I heard you and tay
L: oh so what do you want me to say about that?
A: Nothing much but I hope she'd -
L: mum you need to get this she is no longer our Taylor who used to be so friendly and joke about me. She changed because of that night what we spent all these 3 years trying to avert. I shouldn't have let that guy break her heart. I knew this would be coming but I didn't even warn her about that cause I thought she'd know that he is no good to her. All I could is to blame myself.

My tears escaped from my eyes which I've been holding back since my encounter with Taylor. I'm no good big brother for her. I should make her feel safe but I can't. She built her walls so high.

My mum gave me a hug

A: Louis go get some sleep. You barely slept these days baby.

I nodded went back to my room. I throw all my stuff onto the couch in my room. I took a shower and fell asleep thinking about Taylor and that night.