Taylor pov
We finished our little chat in the club. We both had enough drinks which still keep us sober. I checked my phone it showed 3 am. Oh man, how did the time move too fast?
T: tom shall we head home?
Tom: sure love you seem pretty tired too.I nodded cause I was totally stressed about my work and the meeting. Tom held my hand. We both made our way out of the club. I saw the paparazzi. I cursed under my breath. Tom chuckle. When we walked out they started to call out what are we both? Who knows I have no idea now. Few are like calling my name for pictures. We finally got into the car. He drove a little faster to avoid paps following us. We reached my home. I looked at my fingers. I looked at him. He was already looking at me. His blue eyes shine brighter than the blue sky. We are alone in the car in front of my house. I locked my gaze at him. His eyes want to tell me something which I haven't heard them from him. He is afraid to say it because he is afraid that he might lose me. He turned to me.
Tom: Taylor
T: hmm
Tom: I want to tell you something
T: sure
Tom: I don't about you how you feel about this but I had seen new feelings build up in me. I don't know but I want you, maybe I sound desperate but you make me go crazy. you make my little world grow so big. You're little smile is just enough for me grin like a devil from day to night . I always had this since that prick got you. I tried to shrug them off but I can't. I like it. I like you more than a friend Taylor. I hated that he used you and did that to you. But that moment I felt like I should've said these feelings before so we could've been so happy and crazy in love. I hate when someone takes you for granted. You're not a toy. But Taylor if you give me one chance I'd make it worth it for you. You deserve the world. I wanna give you that world. I love you, Taylor. I want us to be more than friends. Please let me heal you. I'd never break your heart. I promise you that I wouldn't do that. Please Taylor give me a chance. I don't want you to feel the same way right itself. Take time Taylor but listen you deserve to be loved from earth to moon to infinity.I still looked at him. He sounds so genuine. I know I have something for him but I wanna give him a chance. I think I'm ready to move on. I want to be with him. He knew how to make me happy. Maybe I have a feeling for him too.
A small smile creeps onto my lips. It was too tough to hide it because I felt my heartbeat again.
T: tom
Tom: Taylor
T: I wanna be with you.His face shines brighter than a star. A smile on his face made me smile.
T: I want us to be more than friends. I don't know where this will go but I wanna risk this with you.
Tom: Taylor I will make it worth it for you, baby.My smile doesn't want to fade away. I looked at his eyes even deeper. He looked into my eyes, he saw my lips. He came closer. I did the same. I leaned my head on his forehead.
Tom: I love you, Taylor
I smiled, he understood I need time to say those back. He closed the gap by placing his lips on mine. We kissed in sync. A small kiss on the lips. It felt so good to be loved again. He loves me for who I am. We pulled off.
T: tom I gotta go
He nodded. I got out of the car. I walked to the gate. The security opened the gate for me. I looked back at him. He still smiles like a baby. I ran to him kissed him again. It caught him off guard but didn't judge it. He did but my tom will never do it. My tom why did it feel so good like I have these feelings for him like for so long. I pulled off. My cheeks turned red. I walked back into my house. I saw tom driving away.
I closed the door behind me. I leaned onto the door thinking how good it felt to kiss him. I closed my eyes. I can still see his face. I can still feel the trace of his lips on mine. I smiled.
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