Steamy Sensation~ BL Oneshots

[pt.2] Oikawa Tooru x Male! (???) Reader

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Title- Once Upon a Field

Anime- Haikyuu!!

Genre- Angst

AU- Non- Nevermind....

Warning/s- Saaaaaad.

Request/s- Who wants it.

Author's note- The explanation is at the end of the story. Please read it to understand!

Yosh! This is the part 2 of it! It took so long. Sorry 'bout that...😅

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"Shittykawa, you okay?" Iwaizumi ask his friend beside him, secretly worried.

The ride towards the graveyard is awkwardly silent. The only thing that keeps them to survive is the noise of the radio playing.

The day of Iwaizumi's cousin finally gonna be buried (That sounds murderous...) is today. No one looks excited to the occasion. Instead, they were sad. Well, of course, just thinking of your dead family is sad enough, what will you feel when it actually happened.

Oikawa didn't really know what to feel. Yeah he is sad, but he's not sad that the fact that Iwa-chan's cousin is finally gonna be buried. But the fact that the letter in his grasp is a love(from what Oikawa thinks) letter.

He felt betrayed, and he didn't know why. He knows that Y/n can love whoever he wants, but he can't help but feel that the h/c haired male just betrayed him. He didn't know why he felt this way. Heck, he didn't even know what Y/n did to him to make him feel this way! The only thing is for certain though...

He didn't love me back...

"Jeez, You look much more sadder than me. Hey, cheer up will ya?" Iwaizumi unintentionally snapped him out of his thoughts, which he is grateful for.

He look away at the shorter male and move his gaze outside. He place his elbows to the window sill[?] of the car and puts his head on his opened palm.

He opened his mouth. "Meh." Is his only reply.

You can't blame him, he didn't know what to say. Oikawa is known to be a hearthrob. He is the girls' desire. He is the man of their dreams. He always wondered what it felt when you fall in love. Some people say you can feel butterflies fluttering inside your stomach. Some say your heart quickens it's pace each time you see him. Some say you feel awkward. Or flustered. Or happy, content.

And he finally felt it, to Y/n. All of the things they tell isn't some empty trivias or facts, it's real. All of them except one...

Why did he felt sad though...?

Every time he kept telling himself to be happy, he just can't, and he didn't know why.

Is this what it felt? To be in love? Does it feel that dreadful? Isn't he supposed to be happy? Right? But, why? Why did he felt regretful being in love with Y/n? Why did he regret knowing him? Why did he regret going towards him? And even taking a glance at him?

Why did he felt like something is not right? Why did he felt like he will break? Why did he felt sad? And most importantly....

Why did it felt so awfully familiar?

Like he encountered this before. Experienced it before? It felt like this scene is a dejavu?

If this is what love feels like....

Then he would rather choose to feel nothing.

He doesn't understand, he doesn't understand anything at all! It's just so confusing to think about it that it gives him a headache!