Kara's POV
'Lena it's not like that-'
'How do you even know my name Supergirl? Did Kara talk to you about how pathetic I was to believe she could ever love me?' She pointed at herself with a shaky finger and tried to wipe a few of her tears away.
'Lena. Listen to me.' I ordered in a harsh but necessary tone.
She looked at me and said, 'There is nothing you or Kara could say that can justify this.' She pushed past me but before she got to the door I declared something I should've ages ago.
'It's me, Kara.'
'What?' She turned around confused.
'I'm Kara.' I repeated.
'No you aren't you're Supergirl.'
'I'm both.' I replied, my voice steady but my nerves far from.
'But...' she trailed off and I saw her brain hit a realisation. I was waiting for her to say something, anything but she just started back towards the door.
'Don't you have anything to say to me?' I asked in desperation.
She stopped for the second time. 'No. Don't you have anything to say to me? You ghosted me for two weeks. One morning you were there and then you were gone. I search for you everywhere. I get little to no sleep and get little to no work done. And then I sit in your apartment for ages hoping for you to turn up. But when you do you tell me you've been lying to me for our whole relationship? Tell me Kara, or should I call you Supergirl, what should I say to that?'
'I- I don't know.' I sighed in defeat. But I knew I couldn't give up so I started talking again.
'My sister is the head of a department that helps control alien crime. That day, Valentine's Day, she called in an alien crew doing some sketchy stuff. We went to check it out and they drew weapons on us. Lots of weapons. I'm usually indestructible but there's a chemical substance called kryptonite that is a weakness for me. They had an abundance and used it on me. I got stabbed. It takes my body a while to recover from pain as I'm not used to it. I was in a coma for the past two weeks and I've only now just gotten out of it. That day that got interrupted was when I was going to tell you. I was going to sit you down at a dinner table and say,' I Kara Danvers am Supergirl.' I'm sorry Lena. I truly am.' I finished staring at her trying to grasp her reaction.
'I'm glad you're okay Kara.' She started making me hopeful, 'But you left me. For two weeks you left me. And no matter what happened to you in those two weeks, I was alone. Alone and scared that another person I loved with all my heart had left me. And now you've come back and told me our relationship was built in false trust. Why didn't you tell me?' She whispered the last bit as more tears formed in her eyes.
'I was a coward.'
'That's not good enough Kara. Being a coward doesn't mean you get to lie to your girlfriend.'
'It's was one day. You were mad at Supergirl for hitting a building during a fight and I took the force of your anger. An hour later, I came to your office as Kara and you were light and bubbly. You loved Kara but hated Supergirl. It just felt easier to separate them toward you.'
Her jaw clenched. 'It felt easier to lie to me? You know all those times I was mad at Supergirl I was also mad at Kara. I just pushed down that anger because you were Kara Danvers, my girlfriend. I didn't think you could do anything wrong because you were perfect in my eyes. I guess I was wrong.' And with that she left my apartment.
Sorry that was kind of a sad sorry
