The Outsiders-I Never stopped

Chapter 1

I have always been the quiet and shy type. I moved here to Tulsa about a month ago and I haven't made any friends yet. I live with my 20 year old brother, Andrew. He's mean to me . My dad has always liked him best, and once my mom passed away he put him in charge. My dad told him to beat me if I didn't do my chores, which was pretty much doing everything around the house, or if I did them wrong. He also told him that my bedroom is a closet with nothing but an air mattress ,blanket , pillow and a big box for my clothes and that I'm not allowed to come out unless I'm doing chores. I hated it and all I wanted was my mom or jake to come home.
My mom died a month ago in a car crash. And after that, my dad was the meanest he could possibly be. My oldest brother, jake, was old enough to leave the house. You could pretty much say he ran away and left me here, abandoned.
I was considered a "greaser." I really don't think I'm like one, the only reason I am is because I'm "poor." Well actually, my family's rich. I'm just forced to get old worn out clothes and shoes. I was as skinny as a twig, I ate 1 every 1 or 2 days. My brother got me crap food that I absolutely hated.
I lived really close to this family of 3 boys, who were all greasers. They were all pretty cute, ecspesially Ponyboy. He was so dreamy , but also to popular for me. I mean he would never choose me over all those beautiful greaser girls that chased after him.