Heaven's message throughout time

Chapter 2

As soon as I took action, I felt better. I immediately began to pray to my new Master. I did pray to Him a few times when I lived as His enemy.

I prayed when my ex-boyfriend strangled me. The other time was to protect me from being addicted to crack when I got peer pressured into trying it at the age of nineteen. I even had unspoken prayers answered.

Even then, He proved faithful in answering my prayers. Now that I left my old life behind, I continued to pray for direction and help in everything I did. One of the prayers was for help in finding a job that suited me.

I found two jobs that fit my personality. The first was as a hostess and the second as a gas station clerk. The second job was the best for me. It was easy work and I enjoyed hanging with my coworkers.

I was able to get the gas station job in a bigger town, not too far from mine. That suited me just fine because I was staying in a teeny little town in the country. This new town was a city next to that town. The town I worked in is more prominent, and there is more opportunity to meet people. My goal was to find a man.

I know that I grew to hate people at one time, but as a kid, I was quite outgoing. I made a friend wherever I went. Constant betrayal changed all that. This new job helped me bloom back into my social nature. I started to regain some hope in people. I even began to like myself a little more.

I was still demon-possessed at this point, but I began to look forward to meeting others. I always looked at moving to a new town or state as a fresh start. It could never be a fresh start because nothing changed in me. This time is different; I felt it. I know this was a real fresh start for once. I could only hope that I don't mess it up.

It didn't take long for me to get attention from the men in town. Since I worked at a gas station, it was easy to meet everyone. I did pray for help in finding a boyfriend. I always picked the bad boys. Next thing I know, it was like the song, "it's raining men," sung by The Weather Girls. I'm not kidding.

I was getting a number a day, sometimes two. It was a bit overwhelming. It was then that I realized I don't want just a boyfriend. I want someone committed. I want someone faithful. I want a husband, and I want a family.

So I prayed for help in picking a husband. I went out on a few dates, but nothing grew from them. Out of all the men, three of them stood out to me. It was the third that I had a vision of having children with, so I married him.

When I looked into his eyes, I saw him playing with our children. I'm still married to him almost fifteen years after that vision. That vision comes true practically every day.

When we met, I was having baby fever. Telling the guys I dated about my desire for a family exposed the ones with different intentions. The man I married was different; he wanted the same thing. It wasn't long before our firstborn came along.

Being a mother should be joyful, but I still struggled due to my possession. I would get triggered, and my husband would get the brunt of it. To my amazement, he handled it all patiently.

Not to mention that I decided to quit smoking on top of that. I was pregnant, and I didn't feel it was fair to smoke. So I prayed for help to kick the habit. Sure enough, my Master came through, and every time I smelled a cigarette, I would get nauseous.

This phenomenon lasted two years after that prayer. I haven't picked up the habit since. To this day, I cannot stand the smell of cigarette smoke. I am so glad that I quit.

One thing I can say is that my husband honored his commitments because he never gave up on me. He patiently dealt with my possession for three years. Within those three years, I returned to conventional medicine to try to deal with the demon inside me.