I decided to ask any the image cause why not and instead kinda got how I was feeling.
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I've been feeling hopeless off and on today, I feel like I'm lost , I'm disappointed in myself, I feel like being an adult is just a joke for the government to watch, and I had to confront my grief earlier - I took an assessment for a care giver position, and I was asked if I would take care of dying patients and I froze when I remembered my grandfather again, who died from a stroke in 2012. I was only 11 at the time and it still hurts, especially when something causes the memory to pop back up.
