The Illegal

Innocence

There my mother was trying to make a way for us, the family was still unified not minding the ups and downs, we loved each other like we were our only traesure, here I am in school like my mate speaking fluent English making sure my uniform is not stained , focusing on the teachings of my lecturer, all thanks to my parents who finally had some stance and could help us get education, we were so happy with the fact that we could now communicate with other kids without  feeling left out on the world. My sister's always joyfully went to school and made sure they returned with good grade aside me who couldn't really make my parents happy  cause my grades were always so poor.
On this day am all dressed up for school wearing my white plain socks and properly tucked shirt into my skirt , ready for today's class on getting to my school I decided to have someone I could relate with, as I don't have friends at all aside family, as I walked into the class then it happened the first time still young and naive , I found a friend in the least person I expected, in this boy I trust more that I trusted my self someone I have spent my last two years with in school, someone that motivated me to be the best in school. Royal uzochukwu, the most handsome guy in school in my sight, out of pure friendship my love for him grew unknown to us that those feels was love, we did not know if it was bad or good but we had to move on with it anyways, today he walked into the class late so late that I was sure he was going to be trashed by our prefects.
  Feeling his pains as he was whipped , I broke in tears and plead for his release and promised them that he won't be late anymore.  And guess what today was seat arrangement as we entered a new term , I prayed we could get lucky to share my seat with him and boom!!! So many fantasies in my head, like what if he says he likes me or if we actually loved each other☺️☺️☺️ feeling so embrassed looking him straight to the face.
Finally our wish or rather my wish was fufilled. I sat close to the boy of my dreams I could not still believe it. I started thinking of so many things we could do together , even to the point of sharing our secret . Like seriously I was deeply overwhelmed with the fact that I had him beside me, all to myself, my joy was just doubled, here in a new school 'Favourite Group of Schools ' with someone I really like and my new found friend Reliance, the smallest and prettiest girl in my sight in school. We three felt like nothing can break our bond so we thought or so I thought (well I thought alot of things when I was younger though such a naive mind 'lol'🤣🤣🤣 )  well we got really along.
  It was on a Tuesday during lunch period I kinda went to get some snacks from the stall near by and passing through the canteen room overing my best friend Reliance telling everyone how pathetic I am how jealous and emotional stalker I am , and how I suck so much at being the kind of friend that she want, I could not help but be in tears as I felt that sting of betrayal welling up in me I could not hold my emotions , I couldn't tell anyone not even a word . I was falling into depression. I summoned up courage to live the rest of my days in school neglecting and ignoring everyone else in school.
I was not so good in my studies as I could not express my self in writing so good (don't mind the fact am writing this novel now I have improved quite alot) so i felt like a disappointment coupled with the fact that I still bedwet so I was a major prayer point in my home as everyone saw me as a reckless unproductive child.
  It kind of hurt me so bad that I could not focus at all it was like I was of no use, I was both emotionally and mentally drained, I tried to cover up my flaws with obeidience and hard work still it was not enough to forget my flaws.
  My only hope was Royal who stood by me as a true friend through this period and gave me a reason to do better in life, but a day came when he was highly disappointed in me the day I engaged in an expensive game that made me almost loose our friendship or love (lol is friendship cause I don't see him seeing me in the love sight)...

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Please friends follow up and know the dreadful sight that made us almost fall apart, this is the real story of my life and I want to be heard