That Perfect Moment (COMPLETED)

/12/ talk

( Vern's pov : )

I looked at her and gave her a smile , i can believe she fell deep , di pa mag sisimula ang usapan namin but i can feel her gloominess and longing

She actually looks like a lost lamb that you would want to teach the right paths and to aid her whenever she needs it

Len is a beautiful woman , no doubt about it , her pinkish bit pouty lips , her small nose like it was borrowed from a doll and her glamorous eyes that feels like she's looking into your soul

" Vern can i get a vodka before we start? " Napa iling nalang ako sa sinabi nya , im actually a bit shocked , in that back of that innocent face nag iinom pala sya?

What a surprise indeed , i walked towards my small bar and entered in before taking a cold  vodka bottle and a shot glass and of course i sliced some lemmon for her , ganon ako ka supportive na kaibigan

I handed it to her and she gladly took it and poured her self a drink , kumuha narin ako ng glass ko kasi hindi naman pwedeng sya lang ung iinom right?
" Now len , tell me everything , enlighten me with your problems "

(Len's pov: )

I took a shot before looking at vern once more , napa buntong hininga ako habang dinadama ang agos ng alak sa aking lalamunan

I can't believe im drinking again after months! Im not really from that so low family status , i used to live in my Lola's house right? And in there we have our own cellar just for drink like wines but wine won't do for today , i need something hard

" Actually vern nagugulahan nako sa sarili ko , hindi ko na naiintindihan kung ano ba talaga ung gusto ko , im so puzzled with everything thats happing around me , at me , at us , at franz " i stoped talking and chugged another vodka shot and bit a half sliced lemon

" Im all ears len , kahit magdamag pa tayo dito ill listen to you " i felt the assurance in verns voice na hindi nya ako iiwan , na papakinggan nya ako sa lahat ng drama ko

Maybe these is all i need , someone to hear me out , someone to talk out my feelings , someone to tell me kung ano ba talaga dapat ang gawin ko

I gave her a smile and played with the vodka that i just poured in my glass
" I think im falling for him , and im scared , natatakot ako na baka hindi nya ako saluhin , natatakot ako na maybe im just assuming na he maybe like me too

These past few days tinatanong ko ung sarili kung ano ba talaga ang nararamdaman ko , kung ano ba talaga ung position nya sa buhay at kung ano ba ako sa buhay nya

I know its still too early and everything went fast , i kissed him twice vern , twice!

And even if i knocksed the sense out of my self i can't help but not to accept ot my self

Even if i act as if pinag sisisihan ko ung dalawang besses na yun but no! I actually did not , never kong pinag sisihan ung ginawa

Vern tell me , was i wrong? " I looked at her before drinking another shot , she poured her self a drink and took a shot too

After nyang ibaba ang baso nya uming sya sakin at marahang napatawa
" You're not wrong , believe it or not pero bago ako lumipat dito i actually run away from a drop dead gorgeous guy just because i felt scared

And i don't want you so suffer from the same mistake i did , i can see it len, clearer than these vodka , i can see it in your eyes len

And alam kong alam mo ang sinasabi ko , don't let him go and concur your doubts , wag kang kakagawa ng disisyon na alam mong pag sisisihan mo , i already failed in love len and i know how it hurts , and if you were to ask me kung gano ka sakit?

Its feels like your heart is being ripped apart pieces by pieces , evry hour and every minute you remember all the moments where you let chances pass "

Napa tingin ako kay vern as she she wiped her tears away from her reddish cheeks

She laughed bitterly that made me do as well , we laughed bitterly together while wiping our tears and clanked our glasses as a gesture of understanding each other's pain

We drank and talk together until vern fell asleep in the counter of her mini bar

Buti nalang i have a high alcohol tolerance o baka pareho kaming tulog na , we still have tests tommorow so i think its for the better for her to sleep already

Tumayo ako sa kinauupuan ko at inalalayan si vern patungo sa sofa at duon sya inihiga , i walked around her place as well and luckily i found her room kaya kumuha narin ako ng kumot at unan

Binalikan ko si vern at isinaayos ang kanyang pag higa at kinumutan sya , after that i walked towards the elevator , its already 8pm and im not really sure kung paano ako maka uwi pero bahala na

I entered the elevator and after a few minutes i got out the building and to my surprise i saw his stubborn jaw line , proud nose and hazel eyes that seems to pull my soul out of my body

Nag lakad sya patungo sa akin at kinuha ang aking kamay , i felt a dark aura from him as soon as he got close to me , he dragged mo to his car and made me sit in the passenger seat

" Bat ka uminom? We still have exams tommorow, what if hindi pala kita hinintay dito sa labas tapos nag commute ka ng ganyan?" He spoke softy but i can feel the anger in every word he says

Wala naman akong maga so i just looked down at my hand and played with my fingers " sorry "

That's all , yan lang ang salitang naisagot ko sa lahat ng sinabi nya , i felt him taking a deep breath

Nakikitanko ang pag aalala sa sa kanyang mga mata but I can't say anything , its still not the right time isn't it? Im still scared and i still need more time

Nagulat ako ng naramdaman ko and kamay nya sa aking pisngi at pilit nyang pinaharap ako sa kanya , ilang sigundo nya muna akong tinignan bago inangkin ang aking mga labi

I froze in my sit while his lips are taking over mine , these is the first time he kissed me first and i felt every nerve of my body tingling and the butterflies in my stomach fluttering like they're in havock trying to make my hear roar more than it already does

He kissed me passionately with hints of hunger , unti unti akong tumugon sa mga halik nya na wariy wala nang katapusan

O nais ko na hindi na matapos ngunit pakatapos ng ilang mga minuto he pulled himself away from me
" I was worried , sorry"

Sa bawat salita nya aya ramdam ko ang sensiridad at pag susumamo nito , I don't even know why he's saying sorry for being worried because just hearing that made my heart dance with joy

I bit my lower lip and nod at him , hindi ko kayang mag salita at baka kung ano na ang masabi ko sa kanya , i can feel my heart trying to take over my body and soul but i refused to let it do what it want

Franz started the engine of his car and  drove us straight back to the apartment , i felt relaxed as i look towards the beautiful street lights , it seems so peaceful even if were in a noisy street

We reached the apartment without speaking a word to each other , hinayaan nya muna akong makapasok sa apartment ko bago sya pumasok sa kanyang apartment

Napa upo ako sa lahig habang hinahawakan ang aking mga labi , I can't believe he actually kissed me first

(A/n)
Wazzup madlang people?! Nuhh just kidding , our dear len seemed so inlove and our man franz seemed to be something huh?
Will they still behave till the next chapters? Or will they let there hearts take over? Hmmm , disgrasya???
Jokeeeee langgggg , love you all!

-fufuu