Heavenly Love (on Hold)

Chapter 5

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anyways, I want to ask you the same question I asked in the last chapter.

Am I any good? I really need to know, because if I seriously suck at this, I might as well just stop trying. I don't want to look like a fool!

anyways, enjoy, I'm very hormonal these days-

Lots of love, 

me.

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Chapter 5:

I stood there, afraid to move any muscle, scared that if I moved an inch, I would die.

Everything was in vivid colors, and there was a lot of green. But what I found totally freaky was that I and Miss. Danielle were gray. Yeah, no color for us.

This is a dream, this is a dream, this is a dream…! Oh God please let it be a dream! I told myself, shut my eyes and pinched my arm. I opened them again.  I was still in the forest.

I dropped to the ground and began rocking back and forth and to hyperventilate and tears filled my eyes. This happens to me very often. It usually happens when I don’t know what’s happening or where I am or anything like that. Obviously, I didn’t know what the heck was going on.

Miss Danielle was brushing dirt off her blouse. She then approached me very careful and pulled me up to my feet.

“Now, Sarah, no need for you to get scared! We come to when you were born,” she whispered happily.

I scrubbed my face and look at Miss Danielle. Something about her calmed me down. Those icy blue eyes were now warm. Makes sense?

“But Miss Danielle,” I said shaking my head, “I was born in a hospital! Not in a forest.”

Miss Danielle laughed. Her laugher wasn’t creepy, it was soft and harmonious. But still it made me shiver.

“Sarah, first of all, Call me Danielle, okay? And second, I don’t mean your birth in this life cycle. I mean your first birth; Thousands of years ago.”

I had to laugh at that. Miss Danielle looked at me and her stare was so cold and mean, that I instantly shut my mouth.

I looked around. It all seemed real. Very real. But it couldn’t be real! I wasn’t born thousands of years ago! I was born 16 years ago! I shook my head. I sat down in the green grass and just tried to absorb everything.

Then it hit me.

I suddenly jumped and smiled to Miss Danielle.

“Oh, now I understand this!” I told her.

Miss Danielle smiled. “You do?”

“Totally!”

 I looked around and yelled, “Okay, guys, you got me! But I got you too!” I let out a nervous giggle. “ Come out and give me my money!”

 I waited for the camera man to come out with the host and he would say “you won!” and give me my money and I bet Tess would come with them and say “damn it, you won!” and give me a hug and I would say “you’re dead” and then Bryan would come out and lift me of my feet and kiss me hard on the  mouth and dad and mom would come too and they would be together and they would say it was a joke about the boarding school and my life was just going to be the same as always….

 But being my life as it had been for the past months, that didn’t happen.

 Ms. Danielle looked at me like I was nuts, and I really wished I was. I groaned and let my head drop on my hands.

God, please, let me be mad… I thought.

“No, Sarah, you’re not mad.”

I froze, “how do you know that? I just had a weird thought that you read my mind.”

“That was not a thought; I did read your mind.”

I had had enough.  I took a deep breath and look directly at Ms. Danielle.

“Okay, so this is the beginning, huh? Thousands of thousands years ago”, I paused and looked at her directly in the eye. “Do you really expect me to believe it?”

Ms.Danielle sighed and laid her hand on my left shoulder. “I know it’s hard to believe, even more for you, since you haven’t had your memories flashbacks, Sarah, but try to open your mind and think about your life. Do you remember something unusual these past weeks?”

 I hesitated, “well, yeah. I mean, my mom called me Sarah…and you did, too! And I’ve had this recurring dream for the past weeks with a guy named Luca and…”

Ms.Danielle’s eyes got huge and she interrupted me. “Wait, a guy named Luca? In a dream?”

I nodded, scared at her voice tone. Suddenly Ms. Danielle leaped off the ground and hugged me so hard I couldn’t breathe.

 I groaned, “Excuse me, what is this for?!”

 “Honey, don’t you get it? That is your first flashback. That was one of your past lives. Tell me, where you wearing a gold gown?”

Now it was my turn for the fifth time in the day for my eyes to grow huge, “Yes. How did you know that?”

Ms. Danielle grinned and she said, “Well, honey, that is the only life where you have married Luca.”

“Okay,” I said hesitantly, “if we all have a different lives, who is Luca in this one?” I asked.

Ms.Danielle grinned, “Oh, honey. Isn’t it obvious?”

I shook my head.

“It’s our dear lovely…Marco.”