I Was Lost, Until I Found You. [Max George Fanfiction]

Chapter One.

I was sick of this, sick of being treated like a kid. I'm Lily, I'm twenty years old, I still live with my dad and I don't really socialise. I used to be dead confident and loud, that was until I lost my mum. This was a few years ago, but I still haven't got over it. My mum was my world, she was always there for me when I was getting bullied in primary and secondary school telling me everything would be ok, then I lost her, a day after my eighteenth birthday. I couldn't cope with her being gone, so I started self harming, I tried committing suicide a few times and stopped speaking to my "friends"

*2 years ago*

I'm finally 18, so far, this party has been amazing, my mum and dad arranged a surprise party for me. All my friends and family are here, which makes it better. I went to sit with a group of friends when my best friend Maddie spoke.

"Lily, Chad just text me, he said happy birthday." she shouted over the music.

"tell him I said thanks and to come and see me when he's off holiday." I smiled.

"off holiday? He isn't on holiday?" Maddie raised an eye brow.

"yeah, he is? My mum said he was?" I said, confused.

"he isn't." she replied.

I stood up and went to search for my mum, I saw her stood by the bar.

"why the fuck did you tell me Chad was on holiday? I know you don't like him, but he's my fucking boyfriend, mum, and I'm happy with him." I screamed.

"He isn't good for you, Lily. I don't want you seeing him." she shouted back.

"just fuck off, I hate you." I bawled.

I ran out of the club and towards a forest, it was around half 11 at night, it was pitch black and I could hardly see, once I was in the forest, I sat against a tree and my eyes shut.

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My phone started ringing and I opened my eyes, I had no idea where I was, or what the time was. I then remembered I was in the forest. I checked my phone, and it was my dad.

"hello?" I said.

"Lily, get home, now. Your mums, just come home." he cried

"dad? What's happened?" I asked.

"home, now." he shouted.

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Once I got home, there was an ambulance and two police cars, I ran into the house and saw my mum, lying on the floor, dead. I ran into my dads arms, and cried. I can't believe she's gone, this was all my fault. If I didn't argue with her last night, she'd still be here.

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*back to now*

I still cry just thinking about it. I can't stay here. I need to leave.