My glow up diary 2021

introduction😳

My weight :187pounds(severely obese)
Age:16
Height:5'7
So hi my name is ******* (no need to know)  and I'm very fat and very unhappy and depressed with the way I look I am really looking forward to losing weight just because I've been rejected so many times even my "friends" rejected me. I want to make this fun by changing up my diet and work out every 15 days(warning: the diets and the workouts are going to be extreme)so this wouldn't get so boring and frustrating and make me quit. For the record for the past 3 years now I've tried loosing weight but I only gained more because after a few days of dieting I will binge on a lot of carbs and do nothing throughout the day to burn those calories.
I blame my self 100 Percent for who I've become now cause that's the only way I can learn and grow. I'll also reward my self  every 15days
with stuff  like watching movies all day and stuff like that but I'm never going to give my self a cheat meal never ever.
I am a lazy person kind of so this is going to be really stressful.😭
I'll make sure to occupy my self as much as I can so I wouldn't think about food as much.(🍕🍛🥟🍩🍰🍟🥨🥓🍱🍝🍲🥘🌮🌯🍜🥡🍤🍪🍾🍽️🥪🌭🍔🍖🍗🥩🥞🍳🥚🧀🥓🥜🌶️🍞🥐🥖🍚🍫🍬)
I'm ugly as hell and yes I'm ugly because I'm fat and yes I know when I become slim I will be prettier.

there are pretty plus size girls out the but as for me being this way isn't meant for me at all I'm huge and i store fat in my back, face, arms and stomach my upper body basically and it makes me feel manly .
RULES🤸

1.No carbs especially bread it makes you really fat ....I know cause I'm fat😐
2. drink 3 litres of water
3.Wake up early
4.Get rid of toxic people in my life
5.Work out everyday.
6.Study every day

7.be more active

8.wake up early everyday
9.Prayers
My goal weight is : 120 pounds
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Warning:if you're trying out any diet here do it at your own risk.

and wish me luck im starting tommorow......