Rewrite the stars ➙ Chacha (DISCONTINUED)

Charli.

ALL CHASES POV IN THIS CHAPTER
⚠️ TW SELF HARM AND SUICIDE ⚠️

Chase POV:
I missed Charli so much. I missed her touch. Her hugs. Her kisses. The feeling of her laying on my chest suffocating me (from that one TikTok that I still can't get over 🥺) just everything. Charli found me when I was in a really dark place. I've been bullied my whole life. First it was because I was too skinny,then it was because people thought pursuing social media was dumb,then when I said the n word which was the dumbest mistake I've ever made and I feel bad about it till this day,and then it just became a combination of all of that. I started cutting myself. I even thought about ending it all. After my breakup with Cynthia it got even worse so I made a plan to end it all even. My plan was to jump off a bridge we were visiting with my friends on Friday. But on Monday my manager introduced me to Charli. I immediately felt something. Her smile,her giggles,her cute little gestures they just did something to me. She helped me through the worst times. I didn't go through with my plan that week. I wanted to get to know her. Then I did. We became besties and then exclusive. I knew she wanted to be more but I was too scared. It killed me knowing someone else could actually be her boyfriend while I was too coward to try. I just loved her too much to make her my girlfriend and then get heart broken. It doesn't matter now tho. All that's over. Josh dropped the diss track,the hate became worse then ever and Charli broke up with me. I told Charli I was horny and we weren't even exclusive yet but we were still talking and she was heart broken. What I didn't tell her tho was I was at a party and someone spiked my drink. I was drunk and thought I was texting her the whole time. But I never told her. I knew she wouldn't believe me. I started cutting again after all that but no one knew. Not even Nick even though he was my best friend. It didn't matter no one would care. No one has. Anyway she's coming today and I'm going to have to face the fact I can't kiss her and cuddle her and be there with her. I was lost in my thoughts when I heard a voice. It was Thomas "GUYS THE DAMELIOS ARE HERE". I thought to myself "oh shit here we go" and I headed downstairs...

A/N
Well that got deep lmao 😆 tell me in the comments what you think and be proud of me cause I did double uploads today 😌✌🏾