The girl with the diary
So i wanted to write a story and here i am. I don't know what i'm going to write about so forgive me if you read anything that's disturbing to you. Whoever you are that's reading this i hope your day is going
good and all is well.
I don't know if you're here to judge or if you're here because you like what you see but this is me.
I wanted the font to look like handwriting but i don't know how to do that lol. This is when I realized I could be using wattpad to write this story. I don't have much hope or faith for this writing stuff so hopefully i got my part. I guess we can start with me. Yeah let's talk about me. I'm 21 years old but i don't have a name.
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Should i name it the girl with no name.?
Will this be a never ending story? Lol about that girl who literally sits and talk to herself in her head everyday?! Who's gonna think that's interesting?
Well all stories end but it's always what happens next.
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I just got a call from D. I met D about 4 or 5 years ago. He's 19 i think. We met on kik. If you don't know what that is it used to be a texting app i guess. so when i didn't have anybody else to talk to i would get on there and it would be people on there from all over.
So I asked him to give me something to write about.. he chose a girl and a boy who's dating and they getting ready for a wedding..I wanted to write about something that was sad though.. that'll give you the chills.
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(Just to put it out there i'm going to get off topic a bunch so just keep up with me. i'll find myself back to it lol )
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I'm just gonna write and see.
Well I'm from Arizona and I live with some of my sisters and my mother. We have an old couple staying with us who I deeply admire and is also disgusted by.
I think i am deeply in love with a man named J. I was scared to write this because i know someday he'll read this but someday ill give everything to you. Everything is in this letter.
My insecurities and my flaws.
My goals
my mindset
My plan with you
These crazy scenarios with you and how i want our family to be
Just everything is in here and i want you to know i love you and i really really mean it xoxox
(see I could go all day)
back to me.
I work at a cleaning facility. A lot of men and soso on the girls side. If I didnt know any better id say Im running a adult daycare. Everybody wants a job but dont want to do any work. I dont get it. When I started working there I started at the cashier making $8.50 if im not mistaking. I never been a peoples person so I never really liked the cashier. i always thought it was good to be on the cashier tho.. so I could work on my peoples skills. Like "Hello how are you?" I was the youngest one working there just for a little while. Until things changed and people started coming and going. Soon after I started I wanted to be the boss. I learned how to do everything very quickly..people say it's a men's job but who said so?
I am a manager now and being the boss is a lot of work . Especially being young and 1 of the few girls. They really dont listen to the females often. Whew chile and that is not my cup of tea.. the disrespect that come from them so called men up there at that job.
Some of the guys try to holla but really they have no idea.. they just don't know how to talk to people. As if I'm supposed to be they lil mm or something. All you have to do is swipe cards all day.. some of yal just mixing ingredients.. some on forklift..some packaging it..box that shit up and send it out the door.. we selling jugs of soap basically..that ain really worth a damn. Hell I don't use the shit lol.
These customers be coming deep.
Black folks be in there. We got some white people too.. Mexicans and albinos. Ordering 5 and 6 cases.. like what yal doing selling it too?
The jugs already expensive .. imagine having 70 pounds of soap..
a lot of people like unscented soap and the employees hate making it lol ..come 3 or more in a case.
So that's a day at work for me making $13.00 now.
The customers really make your day. You got some people that come once a month and some come 3 and 4 times a month.. So it's good to see familiar faces.. and new people too.
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I have a lot of stories about my job that you will hear but I'm jus going to share 1 story right now and we'll move on.
So 1 day I got high before work. I came in all happy and out of no where my stomach started hurting. so I'm in front of the register laying on the register at this point...I fell out.. blacked out .. idk what happened.. my boss said I hit my head.. and I hit it pretty hard. I was out for like 6 seconds maybe but that's not the point..so when I hit my head I hit it on the fire extinguisher and right beside the fire extinguisher it's a cooler and I hit my head on that too.. when I got up the sound of me hitting my head just kept replaying in my ears like they was ringing or something.. sometimes when I get high I hear the same noise. idk what it is lol
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(so I guess rn J is the show stopper because I asked him for a topic to write about and I done started writing something else so ill be back soon. 7/17 11/23
