I'm Sorry|Rowoon fanfic

Ice cream shop and skating

y/n POV
I said goodbye to Rowoon and caught up with my friends. When we got to the ice cream shop we went inside. "Hi there! What type of ice cream flavor do you guys want?" We all knew each other's favorite flavor so Cho-Hee ordered for us. "Hi! Can we please get cookies and cream, vanilla, and strawberry ice cream? "Of course! Coming right up!" When we sat down, Ahnjong said, "Did you guys see him?? He was soooo cute!" " Yah! Ahnjong, you're always chasing boys!" "What do you mean? I do not!"
While the girls were arguing I was going really deep through my feelings. There was 2 voices in my head. One would always torture me and the other would tell me to not listen to the other voice and think positive. But, I've lost all hope, I don't believe in god anymore. I mean, why believe in someone who doesn't help you? When I was little, I would pray for him to bring back my dad, but he never heard me. When I reached the age 11, that's when I lost all hope. I put all the guilt on god. "It's your fault that he's gone! You were supposed to protect him! You're supposed to protect everyone! Why did you do it?!?!" I said. When I was 13, I.... almost committed suicide. I tried to drown myself in the tub, and yet nobody knows that. Why, you ask? Oh, I don't know, maybe it's because I didn't want to burden anyone. While I was going through my thought, the worker came with our ice cream. "3 ice cream's for 3 special lady's!" I could see Ahnjong blush. The guy kept starring at her. "Thank you so much!" I said. "No problem! Here take some napkins!" He each gave a 1 napkin and left. I took my ice cream and licked it. "Omg! Omg! Omg!" "What?" "Look at your napkins!" I took a look at my napkin and there was numbers on it. I took a closer look and I guessed it was his number. "Not interested." Said Cho-Hee while ripping the napkin. "Aish. You're so cold hearted, Cho-Hee!" " I'm not! I'm just not lookin for a boyfriend right now, I'd rather study and pass my exams." "You're so mean!" Cho-Hee playfully rolled her eyes and we all laughed. "Well, I don't need this since I have a boyfriend!" I said while crumbling the napkin. "I guess it's just me then." Ahnjong said.

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I'm lazy so I'm gonna make this part kinda short✌🏽✌🏽✌🏽 and it's also really late where I live so I'm getting sleepy

Rowoon's POV
Me and the boys went skating because we haven't gone in a long time. We all met up in front of the school. "Hey guys!" I said. "Hallo!" Said Dawon. We all greeted each other and got on our skateboards and rode to the park. Once we got there, we were like little kids. Zuho was chasing Dawon, Taeyang was trying to do handstands but Chani kept pushing him, Inseong and Hwiyoung were actually pretty chill, and Youngbin, Jaeyoon, and I were playfully fighting. "Yah! I give up!" I heard Dawon say. "Never!" Zuho said while laughing. I kept playfully pushing Youngbin and Jaeyoon. At one point, everyone was tired. Everyone was laying down on the ground. "My hands hurt." "Duh, that was the point of me pushing you!" Everyone laughed. When we all had enough energy to get up, we got on our skateboards and started riding to our dorms.

Hallo! It's me, again! Whoever's reading this, I hope you guys are doing great and are liking my fanfic! I love you all and like I've said, if you ever need help, please tell someone or call the suicide prevention hotline. Don't be afraid to speak up! Luv you!❤️❤️❤️