♡ Date: July 18, 2020 ♡
♡ Time: 12:35 P.M. ♡
Dear Diary,
Another horror came, I didnt see it that the sweet fantasizing days has to be interrupted. Just wow, I thought that she understand me very well. That she knew it already who am I.
Is it wrong that I mentioned what I felt and thought about my ex that deactivating her account?
Honesty is what I always practice. Especially with my girl, I love her and I dont know it yet how to make it up. I am not used to her waste of thinking and tired of that shits. I let her have me because I truly fell for her and want her as much she does.
When I told her that, my action of posting on Facebook put me on edge, doubt already grow on her mind. That I still love my ex. It made me witness that she is one of the shallow woman, I must be prepared but I'm too happy with her that I didn't.
I'm afraid that she would turn out to be the same girls, that I always need to comprehend and understand. That is the cycle that I am tires of.
It's very clear to me that I don't have any affection and feelings to my ex.
But my girl? Got her own idea.
HAHAHA(insert sarcasm)
I was wrong again, that I thought she could understand me the way I understand other people.
Another thing, I replied on her 'it's up to you, if you get yourself kill on thinking' because I knew it already, that we don't have same brain, mind, and ways of thinking.
We're just alike on how to love a woman. And we are busy to our life. That is the only two that we are in common. Not the ways of thinking.
I'm going to prepare myself now if she will going to set me free or ignore me.
The shittest action that always put me below and underground.
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