Day 27||Not Ready

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"Ronnie you need to get up." I slowly open my eyes only to see another bright blue pair staring back.

Luke was hovering overtop of me trying to get me to wake up. "I don't wanna."

"You have to it's time for breakfast." He pulls the covers off of me before practically getting me ready his self.

I've just felt so tired latley. All I wanna do is sleep. Once I'm dressed I sit back down on the edge of my bed and put my head in my hands.

Luke crouches down in front of me and starts rubbing his hands up and down my leg. I look him in the eyes and he smiles. "I love you." That's when I smile.

"I love you." He kisses me and we finally walk out the door to go to breakfast.

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I was eating my yogurt while Luke was telling me about his phone call with Michael yesterday while I was at my therapy.

He said Michael had met a lovely girl of who he forgot her name. He said Michael seemed to really like her which was abnormal for him. He has a hard time keeping a girlfriend. He gets bored with them. They're not dating though. He just really likes her and hopes to date her.

We continue on with our food and conversation when a man walks up to our table. "Dr. Robert." Luke says to the man. Dr. Robert is Luke's therapist. I remember Luke mentioning him.

"Hello Luke. May I speak to you for a moment." He says while glancing over at me.

"It's okay you can say whatever you need to in front of her. I don't mind." Luke says. Dr. Robert sits down across from Luke and pulls out a folder.

"Luke. You can leave. You've been here for a while and you've come a long way. You're better. You will still need to visit me 3 times a week. It will be-"

"Woah woah woah. Wait just a minute. I'm not ready to leave yet." Luke says starting to raise his voice. I look over at him. I place my hand on his leg to try and calm him down.

"Yes you are Luke. You-"

"No I'm not!" Luke yells standing up slamming his hands down on the table. Everyone was looking at us now.

"Luke." I say.

"Why would you think that? You've passed all the tests and-"

"Because of this." He says pulling up his sleeves. There was a bunch of new cuts. They looked brand new actually like they were from this morning.

Dr. Roberts looks at his arms and backs away. Luke is crying now. I pull him into my arms. He wraps his arms around my waist and buries his head into my neck.

A guard comes over. "Guys you know the rules. No-"

"Can you just shut the fuck up and leave? Do you honestly think anyone abides by any of those rules?" I yell at him. He backs up and stands back where he was before.

A new set of guards along with two nurses come in with Dr. Roberts. They pull Luke off of me and start dragging him away.

"No Luke!" I felt someone grab me and hold me back. Luke was kicking and screaming for me. Then they turn the corner and I can't see Luke anymore.

Dr. Roberts walks over to me as I fall to the floor crying. "He's going to be in solitude for a week or two." I'm still crying.

"Fuck you." I say to him as I get up and go back to my room.

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