Where We Are

Dont Care

Courtney Pov

I go storming over 2 Niall and his eww
and i pull her by the arm really tight I'm shouting in her face "what is your problem dont you see I have moved to from that fucking cheat dont you see im over him i fucking hate him so don't you go calling a slut,whore,worthless or attention seeking because you wanting to know who all of those things are"i shout she just looks at me "you"she says i take a swing and punch her square in the face and I think i knocked her out "what the fuck was that Courtney you know she means so much to me " "and what Tyler means nothing to me no am i not allowed to move on from you it was your own fault you cheated broke my heart i nearly died niall" im in tears "fucking hell Courtney i dont care about you nobody here cares for you they are only talking to you for sympathy also nobody likes you or cares go and do one will you go kill yourself " i turn around and there all looking down "is that true" everyone is quiet but the girls try to talk to me "save it he is telling the truth" "no he isn't courtney" "Niall maybe your right maybe I should go kill myself everyone will be happy then " "yeh they would" "ok then bye guys" i run out having Tyler,Cerys,Luke and all the girls running after me i got in my car and was driving so fast i nearly lost control

30minutes later ....

I got home to our house in London i got out the car ran to the door unlocked it ran upstairs packed my 2 suitcases and i left a note for cerys and Tyler and an other letter for the rest after that I walked out to my car out my suitcases in the boot and drove to the airport i was going somewhere nobody could find me.
The letter for Cerys and Tyler was

Dear Cerys and Tyler
I love you guys so much im so sorry I'm leaving you I'm going to miss you's so much but nobody wants me here and that is how it's going to be. Cerys im so sorry for being a bad friend and Tyler im so so so sorry but I'm having to end it between me and you i know its bad having to read this but I love both of you so much I will try and see you guys soon .
Love Ya
Courtney

To the girls ..

Dear El,Pez and Dani

I'm so sorry for being such a bad friend i love you all so much. I thought we were all best friends but I guess not. I trusted you guys with so much i trusted you with my life so sorry for being a friend to you guys .
PS. don't try and find me you won't get me on my phone or anything
goodbye ..
Courtney

<<On Plane>>
I was on my phone on the plane i seen i had thousands of miss calls from everyone apart from Niall of course and hundreds of texts asking where I was they could see that I have read the messages and texted me more but i dont answer them a couple of minutes later my eyes start to get heavy then i fall asleep.
"The plane is about to land please fassen your seatbelts thank you"
i put my seatbelt on new life new start new beginning .....

A/N: where is she ??