Living With Sway Boys

the truth

Recap
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L)well I did it because...
L)i did it because i just felt really bad that I didnt want this kid and I'm really sorry about it
J)that's not true I told you it was up to you and I am ok with the decision that you made
L)bullshit
J)what?
L)dont play stupid josh I know that you wanted this child but I'm just not ready and I'm really sorry just please dont be mad at me for it
And I'm such i pussy because as i say that a tear rolls down my cheek like ugh
J)hey hey hey listen,bunny,I will always love you and support your choices and the truth is that ya I am like really sad that you don't want a kid but I think and even you told me that in a few years we will be ready And when  we are we will have sexy  little model children just like there mother and I will love both them and you with all of my heart
L)really,even after I was a jack ass to you and denied you a child you still care about me
J)ya a uhm someone told me that if you really love someone you can never quit or stop trying or stop caring because that is how love works
~~oh fuck he is actually serious when he says that he loves me but what if what if he breaks my heart like all of the other boys~~
(~~ = thoughts)
L)um ya
J)*mutters*shit
J)hey lexie I'm sorry don't get freaked out,damnit I just fucked this all up
Then out of fucking nowhere anthony  starts talking and it kinda scared me because I forgot that all of the boys were still here
Ant)if you love someone you tell them even if your scared that it's not the right thing,even if your scared that itll cause problems,even if your scared that itll burn your life you the ground you say it and you say it loud and then you go from there
(I am like obsessed with greys anatomy so I'm sorry but there might be some more references)
J)lexie I'm so sorry for saying tha-
L)no I'm sorry for not saying it back I do love you I was just scared to admit it
B)damn I'm feelin single as fuck right now,sorry to ruin the moment but like damn
Then we all start to burst out laughing  and then I hang out with the dog and josh
L)so what are we going to name her joshy
J)I was thinking that we could name her buddy,do you like it
L)ya I do but it's all up to you
J)well then,buddy it is

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Author note
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Oh my god thank you so much for all of the ready I honestly just started this as a joke but I'm so thankful for this and also I'm sorry for all of the short and random chapters I just am also brainstorming ideas for my other story too so I will try to do better