Why Do I Deny...? (Austlan Cashby)

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Hey guys! So I had help writing this chapter so anything between the "**" was written by Rainbow_Sherbert_22, who was super amazing for writing this for me because I can't write smut for crap. Anyway, check out her stuff and follow her!

*smut warning*

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Austin's POV

Alan dropped onto the couch the second we walked in the door.

"It was way too early for that." He whined.

"It's noon."

"That's still too early."

"You're welcome for breakfast." I said, hinting that he was being slightly asshole-ish.

"I'm sorry, Aust. Working on this album is just stressful." He sighed. We're going into the studio soon and he's getting nervous about it. He's been on edge since we started booking studio time the other day.

"I know, but it sucks that you're taking it out on me."

"I won't anymore, I promise."

"You promise?" I asked, he nodded, "How do I know you're not lying?"

Alan walked over to where I was standing and kissed me, it started off sweet but grew hungrier.

** I kissed Alan with all my passion. I guess it took him by surprise but soon he calmed down and kissed back. I pulled him closer to me, wrapping my arms around his waist as he wrapped his around my neck. But this time he pulled me by surprise. He started grinding on me. I bit Alan's lip lightly and he gasped, so I took the opportunity to slide my tongue into his mouth. We slowly moved to a wall and he jumped up and wrapped his legs around my waist. Then he did the one thing that drove me crazy. He tugged on my hair and I couldn't help but moan. I felt him smirk against my lips. Slowly leaving the wall I moved him over to the bed. Gently laying him down so I hovered over him, I grinded onto him. I could feel him getting hard as well as myself. He tugged at my shirt and I stood up to take it off. He stared at my chest and I smirked at him.

"If my shirt comes off so does yours." I said.

He blushed and said "okay." He slowly took it off and I just walked to him and held his face.

"You're so perfect." I said, kissing his neck.

He tugged at my pants and I pulled them off leaving me in my boxers. Then Alan did the same and let me tell you both of us were hard. He pushed me onto the bed eager and crashed his lips to mine. Then he palmed me through my pants. I bit my lip and he looked at me innocently. God if he only knew the effect he was having on me right now.

"Alan please." I begged.

He looked at me worriedly.

"Wait Austin." He said sounding small.

"What." I said.

"I've never had sex with a guy." He mumbled looking down.

"Well, I never have either. But, Alan I promise I won't hurt you. If I do then tell me." I assured him.

He lightly smiled at me and then we went back to it. He pulled down my boxers so I was exposed and started to stroke me slowly.

"Please Alan!" I moaned.

He grabbed a condom and rolled it onto my hard member. I put him so he was laying down comfortably on the bed. I squirted some lube onto my fingers and massaged some onto Alan's entrance. With his permission I entered one finger in. He squirmed a bit.

"Feels weird right." I told him

He nodded and I slowly pumped my finger in and out of him. Soon I scissored my fingers. Then I entered two of them in.

"Ah." Alan said quietly.

I gave him a look of sympathy. After letting my fingers sit there, I did the same as before. Then with 3 which really seemed to hurt Alan. I was scared to be honest. I didn't want to hurt him.

I squirted more lube into my hands and massaged my member while throwing my head back. I lined up to his entrance an he nodded at me biting his lip. I slowly entered him and he screamed a bit. I crashed my lips to his to try to take his mind off the pain. I could feel a bit of tears on me. Once I was fully in I stayed there so he could adjust.

"Okay." He said allowing me to move.

Once I did I threw my head back. He was so tight. I thrusted harder this time a bit faster. Alan's screams soon turned into moans. I bent down to kiss him, it was messy but still. He wrapped his legs around my waist and started to claw my back. I moved my angle and Alan moaned loud. I thrusted into that spot and he clawed my back harder.

"Ugh fuck Austin!" He yelled.

I groaned as I was starting to get to my high.

"Alan I'm cl-"

"Me too Aust" he said

I grabbed his member and started to flick my wrist fast. He closed his eyes and groaned loud. He spilled all over my hand and then my thrusts became sloppier. Soon I came into the condom and I pulled out of him. I took off the condom and tied it then threw it into a trashcan near by.

I dropped next to him, catching my breath. Alan did the same but he was panting, still coming down from his high. **

"Is it still too early for this?" I said, smirking at him. Alan rolled his eyes at me and pulled the blankets over us before drifting off to sleep.