Blind Lover

5

11:24 | March 14

"Cmon big baby breakfast is ready." Kylen says trying to get me out of my hurt state. "I don't want to nor do I feel like it." I say knowing he knows about what I saw last night because I told my BFFs this morning and they know they only person who can get me up is Kylen. "Alright, I'll bring you myself" Kylen says as he picks me up and sits me down by Chloe and Sierra. He then brings me a plate which I just sit and stare at making him forcefully feed me. The food wasn't even that good for him to be forcing that trash in my mouth.

"Mark get ready we going shopping for later tonight" Jordan says causing me to think.

GC:
Mark/Kells😑: Who all knows
Tay: me
Jordan: Me
Chloe: Me
Kylen: me
Tony: I do
Sierre: I does
Mark/Kells: So...I can kill him then
Kylen: Markell...
Sierra: Yes
Chloe: for sure
Tay: If that's want you down to do then
Mark/Kells: .t
Jordan: Y'all just can't be trying to kill my cousin
Kylen: Ain't nobody killing nobody and plus I told you stop catching feelings in 8 hrs

"Hello?" We all look up and see 12 eyes look at us. "What y'all talking bout?" Derrick says making everyone turn there head. "Somebodies funeral" I say glaring at him. "He means nobody's funeral." Kylen says making everybody else in the known laugh. "Anyways...we need to get dress so we can go meet them boys from yesterday" Sierra says smirking knowing ain't no boys from yesterday. "What boys?" Tay says while him and the other boys stop laughing and look at us like we crazy. "We meet some at the game and we seen them again at Walmart and they told us to come to they house and chill." Chloe says nonchalant. "Yeah...that's dead so y'all can gone head and cancel that." Jordan says. "Why we gotta cancel we just friends." I say knowing what I'm doing is petty. "Cause y'all not finna be going over niggas houses" Kylen says. "Well sorry to you cause we already told them we on the way and needs to get ready." Sierra says as me and Chloe follow behind her.

Time skip| 11:50

We finally step out the room fully dress after having a lil pillow fight and a Jhené Aiko concert...and somebody lashes broke but we not discussing that. "Where the boys at?" Sierra ask stepping out the room into the quiet house. "Idk..but let's go they can't tell us what to do now" Chloe says as we walk out the apartment and go down to the car and see they boys and they girls waiting for us making us groan. "Cmon dang took y'all forever." Tay says being inpatient. "Ain't nobody tell y'all to wait." I say. "We had to cause umm...the girls are riding with y'all so.." Tony says avoiding eye contact. "Yeah...girls get in there." I say mouthing sorry to Chloe and Sierra. "Why you say that you riding with them too." Derrick says. "Funny you think that" I say and go to the front seat of Kylen's Truck and get in. After a 2 minutes of them discussing something they get in the car. Filing into the back as Kylen get in the front. I turn around and look at them annoyed and say " Fix y'all faces cause y'all the ones that tried it." "How...we just wanted y'all to meet them." Tony says. " That was the first mistake, y'all know we have a hard time tolerating somebody let alone want to get along with some hoes." I say going to scroll on Facebook and seen that somebody added me I go look and this man is fineee🥰. I add him back and let out an accidental squeal that gained the attention of the boys as they all glance over at me. "Why you so happy for?" Tony asks. "Don't worry about it." I say with big smile.

Time skip | 12:20

We finally arrive to the mall and I walk over to the my bffs and we begin to walk inside the mall. The first store we go to is Nordstrom because they wanted to buy matching balenciaga's and who was I to say no. Exiting Nordstrom we head to Rue 21 and buy some all black ripped biker jeans. Chloe and Sierra decided to be bold and buy jeans with cuts on the booty. We then went and found some shirts that matched the shoes we bought. After finding an outfit, we walked to the food court and while I was doing my streaks I bumped into someone at first I was about to go off then I realized who it was and bitch...I was shocked cause why is Jhené Aiko strolling around in an Arkansas mall. "Umm....I-I" was all I could say because I was in utter shock like dead ass. "It's okay, you can chill I can tell it was an accident" She says. I was gonna respond but Chloe and Sierra realized I stopped and when they seen who I was talking to they just stared in shock. "Um...well my name is Markell and these are my bffs Chloe and Sierra and this may sound cliche but I am a huge fan of you and you inspired me and Chloe to start singing" I say all in one breath, I really hope I didn't annoy her or anything. "Thanks and I'm glad that I could have a positive effect on you." She says. "That's not the only thing you helped with cause this fool was heartbroken over somebody that wasn't even his and was singing triggered all morning ." Chloe says putting out all my business. "Ooh...let me guess you got lead in thinking it was gonna be something and they had another lover." Jhené says. Wait a minute how she know that." Ok...cause that's exactly it." I say shocked she got it right. "Yeah...I've had my fair share of love stories." She says with a sigh of regret. "How did you handle it cause right now I'm contemplating murder." "Yes...help him cause he catches feelings fast asf." Sierra finally spoke being quiet this whole time. "Ohh...fast lovers usually need to build up emotional awareness because they tend to act off of their own emotions other than considering others and theirs and taking it into thoughts." " Also, staying away from the romantic scene can help, but that's hard but I had an older cousin that helped me and told me what was the best thing to do." Jhené us saying all this and as I'm taking it in I see the boys looking around for us and walking towards us. "Um...sorry to run off but there goes my "protectors" and they do the most so I don't wanna bring attention to you." I say fast. "I understand completely and is thankful you considered that but if you wanna continue this conversation then hit me up on ig...I'll be looking out." And with that being said she waves bye as we walk over towards the boys. "Y'all ready?" Kylen asks. "Uhh...yeah I think so."

Time skip | 8:30

"I'm going last" I say, as we pick out the order we singing Karaoke. "I'm going second to last" Chloe says, knowing that we the best singers out of the whole group. "Mane y'all cheating, knowing y'all can sing." Tony says. "We just want everybody else to go before anybody gets discouraged like last time." I say throwing shade towards Kylen. "Mane...why don't we just do duets." Kylen says. "Yeah y'all do that but I'm singing with Kells and Chloe." Sierra says knowing that's her only chance of winning. "Yeah...do that cause that only fair." Tay says knowing they bout to lose.

"How y'all gonna pick that song knowing I can't hit them notes." Sierra says upset over our selection of Emotions by Destiny Child. "We can So Good that doesn't require much vocal work on some people end." Chloe says. "Yeah all you gotta do is sing backup." I add on to Chloe statement. "Alright let's do it." Sierra agrees.

Time skip | 8:50

We just finish and I can say we killed that shit. "Aye...y'all need to join the talent show that's on Friday next week." Tay says in amazement. "I guess I will but, I gotta find a song and then learn it." I say knowing that's gonna be work. "I'll help you."Chloe says. "I would help but I have to work on a cheer routine." Chloe says instantly stressing out thinking about it. "Yeah...that needs all tour focus cause last night half time show was a mess." One of the girls say. I honestly forgot they was with us not gonna lie. "Yeah..y'all figure that out I miss my baby and need to pick her up." Jordan says all dad like. "Yeah let's go I'm getting hungry anyways." Kylen says. We leave the Karaoke bar and head towards Jordan's auntie house to pick up Maya. Then, the boys go drop off there lil boo's or whatever.

After dropping them off we finally head back to Jordan's house with our food we got from McDonald's. "BITCH." Chloe says out of nowhere causing everybody to stop eating. "Don't be causing around my daughter like that Tay says looking over and watching Mya suck on a fry. "Mane...shut up but, we gotta go to Miami for spring break." Chloe says. "Why tho...yk I don't deal with Floridians or Florida in general?" I ask while throwing subtle shade towards Derrick. See, I was over what happened cause I was busy and didn't really have time to dip into my emotions and didn't wanna ruin everyone else's mood. "Mane do you gotta problem?" Derrick asks aggressively towards me one of his first words to me today. "Oh..now you wanna talk to me now that you little smurf gone." I say with an attitude cause the nigga really tried it. "Mane..come here real quick." He says ignoring everybody else in the room watching what happens. I get up and follow him to the same bathroom I caught him and that heffa in. "What?" I say irritated. "Mane..what's your problem." He ask agains. "My problem is that you was acting like you was feeling me and stuff then I come here and you got a female all up on you and stuff then, I caught y'all damn near fucking in the bathrooms early this morning and on top of that you acted like I didn't exist today." I say trying not to get upset and punch him in his face. "Aww....my bad I didn't mean to make you feel like that I was just playing with you I didn't mean to make you catch feelings." He says nonchalantly. "Ohh..ok...that's cool I guess." I say honestly heart cause why would you pick me up and stuff then ask for me to call you daddy and not expect me to catch feelings for you. Ughh...this why I don't like niggas now. This really some bs. I leave out the bathroom and grab my food and throw them away. "Wtf..you do to my brother he don't never throw food away, especially chicken nuggets."Chloe says taking out her hoops. "Lo, leave it alone." I say walking back into the living room and sat between Tony and Kylen holding back tears. Everybody think me and Ky, should date but that will never happen he really just like a third father to me and I know he feels the same. I mean he is fine asf, but if I had to be honest the person I would date out of the 4 of them would be Tony, although none of them ugly, me and Tony just seem more durable.

Time skip| 11:09

After watching like 3 movies that I cried through.. we finally went sleep and instead of sleeping in the back rooms, we slept with the boys in the living room. Chloe slept beside Jordan, While Sierra and Tay shared a cover and I slept between Kylen and Tony.

//Author's Notes\\
Sorry for the spell errors I have a habit of writing like I text & I changed the dates to be in March because, I wanted them to be closer to spring break