Blind Lover

6

"Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional."
– M. Kathleen Casey

1:40 pm | Sunday, March 15

"Why is this house so quiet?" I questioned to myself. I pull out my phone and text my mother.
Markell: Where you at? 
Momma❤️: We went to visit my mother will be back Tuesday
Markell: Tuesday? Y'all think y'all grown or some
Momma❤️: Most definitely do
Markell: Hmm....well see you Tuesday.
Momma❤️: See yea...and don't have no Lil boys in my house yk what Imma asking the boys to come keep you company
Markell: pls..don't, and you said not to have no lil boys in yo house but you wanna invite 4 clowns
Momma❤️: ik what I said and already sent them a text, love ya
Markell: Love you too

I can't believe she would do me like this. I swear she like them more than me, and I don't know why she acting like I can get pregnant or some? I go to my room and put my clothes from this weekend in my hamper and go back to sleep.

Time skip | 9:00

"Nigga get up" was all I heard before pillows were being thrown at me. "Who tf" I mumble getting up and looking at 5 ugly fucks. Ugly was a lie but I ain't telling they cocky asses that. "Why the fuck is y'all throwing stuff at me?" I ask visibly cranky. "Aww...is the little baby cranky." Tay says. "Shut up and how y'all get in my house anyways." I ask cause I ain't let them in. "We used the spare key your momma gave me." Kylen says chuckling. "Ugh...she the definition of cockblocking." I say. "As she should you don't need no duck from nobody." Jordan says becoming serious. "Yeah...cause it's fair y'all can give dick but I can't take it." I say loudly. "I mean it is what it is." Tay says nonchalantly. "Fuck y'all" I mumble getting out of my bed and pushing a quiet Derrick out the way of my door. Leaving my room I head to the kitchen to grab some chips and a welches drink. After grab my snacks I turn to head back up the stairs before I heard a knock at the door. I go to the door and look to see my new jeans that I order last night during my distress moments. I kick my packages to the side of the door while locking it and heading back to my room.

Ikyfl...these niggas real deal took over my bed.
"Yeah...y'all got about six seconds to removal y'all selves from off my bed." I say with an attitude. " Naw...chill with the attitude." Derrick says to me. I ignore him and walk over and lay on Tony's back. "Mane...get from off of me bruh." He grunts trying to lift himself up off the bed. "Naw....I'm good you looking thick too." I say smacking his ass. Yeah so I'm bout to die. Ion know why I played myself like that. "I didn't mean it" I yell in laughter as I'm being held down by Tony while everybody else just watches. "Naw... you did or you wouldn't have done it in the first place." He says still holding me by my arms. "Ok...I'm sorry I'll do anything." I say causing him and everybody else to smirk. "You gotta forgive our boy and stop plotting his murder." He says nodding his head towards Derrick. Ik this nigga ain't serious. They really gonna choose his side over mines. What type of fuckery is this. "Y'all seriously gonna choose his side over mine." I ask upset. "I mean...he didn't do nothing wrong." Kylen says. "Oh wow...ykw fuck all y'all ." I say forcing myself lose grabbing my phone and leaving out the room. Heading towards one of our guest rooms Group FaceTime Chloe and Sierra.

Markell: Niggas ain't shit
Chloe: Who we gotta kill???
Sierra: What happened??
I catch them up on what just happened.
Chloe: Wow I can't believe they chose his side.
Sierra:yk what we gotta do then..
Markell: Yeap...Plan P

We continue to converse before we have to go and get ready for Plan P. Plan P is our method of silent treatment and revenge for when the boys do one of us dirty. The P stands for pissed because that's how they usually end up. Basically we ignore them while wearing clothes that would get us beat up and talking to boys and stuff that we usually wouldn't or couldn't do.