A Reunion

Chapter 6

Janes POV

"So...sorry... For what?!" I asked him. He was looking at our feet. It was like he didn't even want to look at me. He seemed ...tense. "Jeff..."

He still didn't answer. Rage started to build up inside me. "Wa-WHAT DO YOU MEAN!" I yelled. Tears just kept flowing. I was so confused. I didn't know what to do. My hands started to shake with all the frustration.

"You are confusing me way to much Jeff!" I said with a squeak in my voice. The kitchen knife fell out of my hands. I heard the the sound of the knife when it made contact with the floor. I couldn't take it anymore.

I grabbed the top of my hair and yelled as loud as I could. I fell to my knees. I figured I could let all of my troubled thoughts that way, but it didn't work. I still felt like shit.

"Jeff... I want to kill you so bad for what you did to me, but yet..." I paused. "Even when I try to remind myself for all the horrible things you did to me, my parents, my friends, and even your family" My voice dissipates. "I just can't..." My voice trails off and my hands came to contact with my face. I tried to rub off the tears, but it didn't work.

I looks up and saw Jeff's carved face. "Before I ask you to do something for me... Tell me. Why didn't you kill me when you had the chance, and what was all that before when you yelled at me?"

I could tell by the look in his eyes that my question pierced him. His face got so serious.

He turned around and started to walk away from me. Without even thinking, I got up and ran towards him. I grabbed his right arm, pulled it around his back and threw him against the wall. After that, I spun him around and grabbed both wrists and pinned him against the wall. There was no way he could get away from me.

"Jeff! Just answer me! That's all I want! Please..." I pleaded.

"I-I... What I want..." His voice trialled off. " you want what?!" I demanded. He closed his eyes then looked strait at me. His eyes focused on mine. It was like they hypnotized me.

"The thing I want but I can't ever have is... You." He said that with such a sad voice. He never even took his eyes off me, not even for a minute.

"Wh-what?! I don't understand!" I said to him.

At that moment he shoved his arms at me and pushed me back but before I could stumble down, he caught me. When I got my balance, asked "What do you mean?!"

Before he responded, he pulled me up towards him and placed his lips on mine. I didn't even have time to react or think. His lips were warm and soft but yet strong. I didn't even realize mine were moving with his. His arms wrapped around my waist and started rubbing all over my back. I don't even know what was going on.

Our lips parted to grasp some air. We were breathing fast. At that point is when I processed on what just happened.

I pushed out of his arms and started to stumble back...

"Jeff... I can't..." I said to him